Troilus and Criseyde/Book II
Incipit Prohemium Secundi Libri.
Out of these blake wawes for to sayle, O wind, O wind, the weder ginneth clere; For in this see the boot hath swich travayle, Of my conning, that unnethe I it stere: 5 This see clepe I the tempestous matere Of desespeyr that Troilus was inne: But now of hope the calendes biginne.
O lady myn, that called art Cleo, Thou be my speed fro this forth, and my muse, 10 To ryme wel this book, til I have do; Me nedeth here noon other art to use. For-why to every lovere I me excuse, That of no sentement I this endyte, But out of Latin in my tonge it wryte.
15 Wherfore I nil have neither thank ne blame Of al this werk, but prey yow mekely, Disblameth me if any word be lame, For as myn auctor seyde, so seye I. Eek though I speke of love unfelingly, 20 No wondre is, for it no-thing of newe is; A blind man can nat Iuggen wel in hewis.
Ye knowe eek, that in forme of speche is chaunge With-inne a thousand yeer, and wordes tho That hadden prys, now wonder nyce and straunge 25 Us thinketh hem; and yet they spake hem so, And spedde as wel in love as men now do; Eek for to winne love in sondry ages, In sondry londes, sondry ben usages.
And for-thy if it happe in any wyse, 30 That here be any lovere in this place That herkneth, as the storie wol devyse, How Troilus com to his lady grace, And thenketh, so nolde I nat love purchace, Or wondreth on his speche or his doinge, 35 I noot; but it is me no wonderinge;
For every wight which that to Rome went, Halt nat o path, or alwey o manere; Eek in som lond were al the gamen shent, If that they ferde in love as men don here, 40 As thus, in open doing or in chere, In visitinge, in forme, or seyde hire sawes; For-thy men seyn, ech contree hath his lawes.
Eek scarsly been ther in this place three That han in love seid lyk and doon in al; 45 For to thy purpos this may lyken thee, And thee right nought, yet al is seyd or shal; Eek som men grave in tree, som in stoon wal, As it bitit; but sin I have begonne, Myn auctor shal I folwen, if I conne.
Exclipit prohemium Secundi Libri.
Incipit Liber Secundus.
50 In May, that moder is of monthes glade, That fresshe floures, blewe, and whyte, and rede, Ben quike agayn, that winter dede made, And ful of bawme is fleting every mede; Whan Phebus doth his brighte bemes sprede 55 Right in the whyte Bole, it so bitidde As I shal singe, on Mayes day the thridde,
That Pandarus, for al his wyse speche, Felt eek his part of loves shottes kene, That, coude he never so wel of loving preche, 60 It made his hewe a-day ful ofte grene; So shoop it, that hym fil that day a tene In love, for which in wo to bedde he wente, And made, er it was day, ful many a wente.
The swalwe Proigne, with a sorwful lay, 65 Whan morwe com, gan make hir waymentinge, Why she forshapen was; and ever lay Pandare a-bedde, half in a slomeringe, Til she so neigh him made hir chiteringe How Tereus gan forth hir suster take, 70 That with the noyse of hir he gan a-wake;
And gan to calle, and dresse him up to ryse, Remembringe him his erand was to done From Troilus, and eek his greet empryse; And caste and knew in good plyt was the mone 75 To doon viage, and took his wey ful sone Un-to his neces paleys ther bi-syde; Now Ianus, god of entree, thou him gyde!
Whan he was come un-to his neces place, `Wher is my lady?' to hir folk seyde he; 80 And they him tolde; and he forth in gan pace, And fond, two othere ladyes sete and she, With-inne a paved parlour; and they three Herden a mayden reden hem the geste Of the Sege of Thebes, whyl hem leste.
85 Quod Pandarus, `Ma dame, god yow see, With al your book and al the companye!' `Ey, uncle myn, welcome y-wis,' quod she, And up she roos, and by the hond in hye She took him faste, and seyde, `This night thrye, 90 To goode mote it turne, of yow I mette!' And with that word she doun on bench him sette.
`Ye, nece, ye shal fare wel the bet, If god wole, al this yeer,' quod Pandarus; `But I am sory that I have yow let 95 To herknen of your book ye preysen thus; For goddes love, what seith it? tel it us. Is it of love? O, som good ye me lere!' `Uncle,' quod she, `your maistresse is not here!'
With that they gonnen laughe, and tho she seyde, 100 `This romaunce is of Thebes, that we rede; And we han herd how that king Laius deyde Thurgh Edippus his sone, and al that dede; And here we stenten at these lettres rede, How the bisshop, as the book can telle, 105 Amphiorax, fil thurgh the ground to helle.'
Quod Pandarus, `Al this knowe I my-selve, And al the assege of Thebes and the care; For her-of been ther maked bokes twelve: -- But lat be this, and tel me how ye fare; 110 Do wey your barbe, and shew your face bare; Do wey your book, rys up, and lat us daunce, And lat us don to May som observaunce.'
`A! God forbede!' quod she. `Be ye mad? Is that a widewes lyf, so god you save? 115 By god, ye maken me right sore a-drad, Ye ben so wilde, it semeth as ye rave! It sete me wel bet ay in a cave To bidde, and rede on holy seyntes lyves; Lat maydens gon to daunce, and yonge wyves.'
120 `As ever thryve I,' quod this Pandarus, `Yet coude I telle a thing to doon you pleye.' `Now, uncle dere,' quod she, `tel it us For goddes love; is than the assege aweye? I am of Grekes so ferd that I deye.' 125 `Nay, nay,' quod he, `as ever mote I thryve! It is a thing wel bet than swiche fyve.'
`Ye, holy god,' quod she, `what thing is that? What! Bet than swiche fyve? Ey, nay, y-wis! For al this world ne can I reden what 130 It sholde been; som Iape, I trowe, is this; And but your-selven telle us what it is, My wit is for to arede it al to lene; As help me god, I noot nat what ye meene.'
`And I your borow, ne never shal, for me, 135 This thing be told to yow, as mote I thryve!' `And why so, uncle myn? Why so?' quod she. `By god,' quod he, `that wole I telle as blyve; For prouder womman were ther noon on-lyve, And ye it wiste, in al the toun of Troye; 140 I iape nought, as ever have I Ioye!'
Tho gan she wondren more than biforn A thousand fold, and doun hir eyen caste; For never, sith the tyme that she was born, To knowe thing desired she so faste; 145 And with a syk she seyde him at the laste, `Now, uncle myn, I nil yow nought displese, Nor axen more, that may do yow disese.'
So after this, with many wordes glade, And freendly tales, and with mery chere, 150 Of this and that they pleyde, and gunnen wade In many an unkouth glad and deep matere, As freendes doon, whan they ben met y-fere; Til she gan axen him how Ector ferde, That was the tounes wal and Grekes yerde.
155 `Ful wel, I thanke it god,' quod Pandarus, `Save in his arm he hath a litel wounde; And eek his fresshe brother Troilus, The wyse worthy Ector the secounde, In whom that ever vertu list abounde, 160 As alle trouthe and alle gentillesse, Wysdom, honour, fredom, and worthinesse.'
`In good feith, eem,' quod she, `that lyketh me; They faren wel, god save hem bothe two! For trewely I holde it greet deyntee 165 A kinges sone in armes wel to do, And been of good condiciouns ther-to; For greet power and moral vertu here Is selde y-seye in o persone y-fere.'
`In good feith, that is sooth,' quod Pandarus; 170 `But, by my trouthe, the king hath sones tweye, That is to mene, Ector and Troilus, That certainly, though that I sholde deye, They been as voyde of vyces, dar I seye, As any men that liveth under the sonne, 175 Hir might is wyde y-knowe, and what they conne.
`Of Ector nedeth it nought for to telle: In al this world ther nis a bettre knight Than he, that is of worthinesse welle; And he wel more vertu hath than might. 180 This knoweth many a wys and worthy wight. The same prys of Troilus I seye, God help me so, I knowe not swiche tweye.'
`By god,' quod she, `of Ector that is sooth; Of Troilus the same thing trowe I; 185 For, dredelees, men tellen that he dooth In armes day by day so worthily, And bereth him here at hoom so gentilly To every wight, that al the prys hath he Of hem that me were levest preysed be.'
190 `Ye sey right sooth, y-wis,' quod Pandarus; `For yesterday, who-so hadde with him been, He might have wondred up-on Troilus; For never yet so thikke a swarm of been Ne fleigh, as Grekes fro him gonne fleen; 195 And thorugh the feld, in everi wightes ere, Ther nas no cry but "Troilus is there!"
`Now here, now there, he hunted hem so faste, Ther nas but Grekes blood; and Troilus, Now hem he hurte, and hem alle doun he caste; 200 Ay where he wente, it was arayed thus: He was hir deeth, and sheld and lyf for us; That as that day ther dorste noon with-stonde, Whyl that he held his blody swerd in honde.
`Therto he is the freendlieste man 205 Of grete estat, that ever I saw my lyve; And wher him list, best felawshipe can To suche as him thinketh able for to thryve.' And with that word tho Pandarus, as blyve, He took his leve, and seyde, `I wol go henne.' 210 `Nay, blame have I, myn uncle,' quod she thenne.
`What eyleth yow to be thus wery sone, And namelich of wommen? Wol ye so? Nay, sitteth down; by god, I have to done With yow, to speke of wisdom er ye go.' 215 And every wight that was a-boute hem tho, That herde that, gan fer a-wey to stonde, Whyl they two hadde al that hem liste in honde.
Whan that hir tale al brought was to an ende, Of hire estat and of hir governaunce, 220 Quod Pandarus, `Now is it tyme I wende; But yet, I seye, aryseth, lat us daunce, And cast your widwes habit to mischaunce: What list yow thus your-self to disfigure, Sith yow is tid thus fair an aventure?'
225 `A! Wel bithought! For love of god,' quod she, `Shal I not witen what ye mene of this?' `No, this thing axeth layser,' tho quod he, `And eek me wolde muche greve, y-wis, If I it tolde, and ye it toke amis. 230 Yet were it bet my tonge for to stille Than seye a sooth that were ayeins your wille.
`For, nece, by the goddesse Minerve, And Iuppiter, that maketh the thonder ringe, And by the blisful Venus that I serve, 235 Ye been the womman in this world livinge, With-oute paramours, to my wittinge, That I best love, and lothest am to greve, And that ye witen wel your-self, I leve.'
`Y-wis, myn uncle,' quod she, `grant mercy; 240 Your freendship have I founden ever yit; I am to no man holden trewely, So muche as yow, and have so litel quit; And, with the grace of god, emforth my wit, As in my gilt I shal you never offende; 245 And if I have er this, I wol amende.
`But, for the love of god, I yow beseche, As ye ben he that I love most and triste, Lat be to me your fremde manere speche, And sey to me, your nece, what yow liste:' 250 And with that word hir uncle anoon hir kiste, And seyde, `Gladly, leve nece dere, Tak it for good that I shal seye yow here.'
With that she gan hir eiyen doun to caste, And Pandarus to coghe gan a lyte, 255 And seyde, `Nece, alwey, lo! To the laste, How-so it be that som men hem delyte With subtil art hir tales for to endyte, Yet for al that, in hir entencioun Hir tale is al for som conclusioun.
260 `And sithen thende is every tales strengthe, And this matere is so bihovely, What sholde I peynte or drawen it on lengthe To yow, that been my freend so feithfully?' And with that word he gan right inwardly 265 Biholden hir, and loken on hir face, And seyde, `On suche a mirour goode grace!'
Than thoughte he thus: `If I my tale endyte Ought hard, or make a proces any whyle, She shal no savour han ther-in but lyte, 270 And trowe I wolde hir in my wil bigyle. For tendre wittes wenen al be wyle Ther-as they can nat pleynly understonde; For-thy hir wit to serven wol I fonde --'
And loked on hir in a besy wyse, 275 And she was war that he byheld hir so, And seyde, `Lord! So faste ye me avyse! Sey ye me never er now? What sey ye, no?' `Yes, yes,' quod he, `and bet wole er I go; But, by my trouthe, I thoughte now if ye 280 Be fortunat, for now men shal it see.
`For to every wight som goodly aventure Som tyme is shape, if he it can receyven; And if that he wol take of it no cure, Whan that it commeth, but wilfully it weyven, 285 Lo, neither cas nor fortune him deceyven, But right his verray slouthe and wrecchednesse; And swich a wight is for to blame, I gesse.
`Good aventure, O bele nece, have ye Ful lightly founden, and ye conne it take; 290 And, for the love of god, and eek of me, Cacche it anoon, lest aventure slake. What sholde I lenger proces of it make? Yif me your hond, for in this world is noon, If that yow list, a wight so wel begoon.
295 `And sith I speke of good entencioun, As I to yow have told wel here-biforn, And love as wel your honour and renoun As creature in al this world y-born; By alle the othes that I have yow sworn, 300 And ye be wrooth therfore, or wene I lye, Ne shal I never seen yow eft with ye.
`Beth nought agast, ne quaketh nat; wher-to? Ne chaungeth nat for fere so your hewe; For hardely the werste of this is do; 305 And though my tale as now be to yow newe, Yet trist alwey, ye shal me finde trewe; And were it thing that me thoughte unsittinge, To yow nolde I no swiche tales bringe.'
`Now, my good eem, for goddes love, I preye,' 310 Quod she, `com of, and tel me what it is; For bothe I am agast what ye wol seye, And eek me longeth it to wite, y-wis. For whether it be wel or be amis, Say on, lat me not in this fere dwelle:' 315 `So wol I doon; now herkneth, I shal telle:
`Now, nece myn, the kinges dere sone, The goode, wyse, worthy, fresshe, and free, Which alwey for to do wel is his wone, The noble Troilus, so loveth thee, 320 That, bot ye helpe, it wol his bane be. Lo, here is al, what sholde I more seye? Doth what yow list, to make him live or deye.
`But if ye lete him deye, I wol sterve; Have her my trouthe, nece, I nil not lyen; 325 Al sholde I with this knyf my throte kerve --' With that the teres braste out of his yen, And seyde, `If that ye doon us bothe dyen, Thus giltelees, than have ye fisshed faire; What mende ye, though that we bothe apeyre?
330 `Allas! He which that is my lord so dere, That trewe man, that noble gentil knight, That nought desireth but your freendly chere, I see him deye, ther he goth up-right, And hasteth him, with al his fulle might, 335 For to be slayn, if fortune wol assente; Allas! That god yow swich a beautee sente!
`If it be so that ye so cruel be, That of his deeth yow liste nought to recche, That is so trewe and worthy, as ye see, 340 No more than of a Iapere or a wrecche, If ye be swich, your beautee may not strecche To make amendes of so cruel a dede; Avysement is good bifore the nede.
`Wo worth the faire gemme vertulees! 345 Wo worth that herbe also that dooth no bote! Wo worth that beautee that is routhelees! Wo worth that wight that tret ech under fote! And ye, that been of beautee crop and rote, If therwith-al in you ther be no routhe, 350 Than is it harm ye liven, by my trouthe!
`And also thenk wel that this is no gaude; For me were lever, thou and I and he Were hanged, than I sholde been his baude, As heyghe, as men mighte on us alle y-see: 355 I am thyn eem, the shame were to me, As wel as thee, if that I sholde assente, Thorugh myn abet, that he thyn honour shente.
`Now understond, for I yow nought requere, To binde yow to him thorugh no beheste, 360 But only that ye make him bettre chere Than ye han doon er this, and more feste, So that his lyf be saved, at the leste; This al and som, and playnly our entente; God help me so, I never other mente.
365 `Lo, this request is not but skile, y-wis, Ne doute of reson, pardee, is ther noon. I sette the worste that ye dredden this, Men wolden wondren seen him come or goon: Ther-ayeins answere I thus a-noon, 370 That every wight, but he be fool of kinde, Wol deme it love of freendship in his minde.
`What? Who wol deme, though he see a man To temple go, that he the images eteth? Thenk eek how wel and wysly that he can 375 Governe him-self, that he no-thing foryeteth, That, wher he cometh, he prys and thank him geteth; And eek ther-to, he shal come here so selde, What fors were it though al the toun behelde?
`Swich love of freendes regneth al this toun; 380 And wrye yow in that mantel ever-mo; And god so wis be my savacioun, As I have seyd, your beste is to do so. But alwey, goode nece, to stinte his wo, So lat your daunger sucred ben a lyte, 385 That of his deeth ye be nought for to wyte.'
Criseyde, which that herde him in this wyse, Thoughte, `I shal fele what he meneth, y-wis.' `Now, eem,' quod she, `what wolde ye devyse? What is your reed I sholde doon of this?' 390 `That is wel seyd,' quod be. `certayn, best is That ye him love ayein for his lovinge, As love for love is skilful guerdoninge.
`Thenk eek, how elde wasteth every houre In eche of yow a party of beautee; 395 And therfore, er that age thee devoure, Go love, for, olde, ther wol no wight of thee. Lat this proverbe a lore un-to yow be; "To late y-war, quod Beautee, whan it paste;" And elde daunteth daunger at the laste.
400 `The kinges fool is woned to cryen loude, Whan that him thinketh a womman bereth hir hye, "So longe mote ye live, and alle proude, Til crowes feet be growe under your ye, And sende yow thanne a mirour in to prye 405 In whiche that ye may see your face a-morwe!" Nece, I bidde wisshe yow no more sorwe.'
With this he stente, and caste adoun the heed, And she bigan to breste a-wepe anoon, And seyde, `Allas, for wo! Why nere I deed? 410 For of this world the feith is al agoon! Allas! What sholden straunge to me doon, Whan he, that for my beste freend I wende, Ret me to love, and sholde it me defende?
`Allas! I wolde han trusted, doutelees, 415 That if that I, thurgh my disaventure, Had loved other him or Achilles, Ector, or any mannes creature, Ye nolde han had no mercy ne mesure On me, but alwey had me in repreve; 420 This false world, allas! Who may it leve?
`What? Is this al the Ioye and al the feste? Is this your reed, is this my blisful cas? Is this the verray mede of your beheste? Is al this peynted proces seyd, allas! 425 Right for this fyn? O lady myn, Pallas! Thou in this dredful cas for me purveye; For so astonied am I that I deye!'
With that she gan ful sorwfully to syke; `A! May it be no bet?' quod Pandarus; 430 `By god, I shal no-more come here this wyke, And god to-forn, that am mistrusted thus; I see ful wel that ye sette lyte of us, Or of our deeth! Allas! I woful wrecche! Mighte he yet live, of me is nought to recche.
435 `O cruel god, O dispitouse Marte, O Furies three of helle, on yow I crye! So lat me never out of this hous departe, If that I mente harm or vilanye! But sith I see my lord mot nedes dye, 440 And I with him, here I me shryve, and seye That wikkedly ye doon us bothe deye.
`But sith it lyketh yow that I be deed, By Neptunus, that god is of the see, Fro this forth shal I never eten breed 445 Til I myn owene herte blood may see; For certayn, I wole deye as sone as he --' And up he sterte, and on his wey he raughte, Til she agayn him by the lappe caughte.
Criseyde, which that wel neigh starf for fere, 450 So as she was the ferfulleste wight That mighte be, and herde eek with hir ere, And saw the sorwful ernest of the knight, And in his preyere eek saw noon unright, And for the harm that mighte eek fallen more, 455 She gan to rewe and dredde hir wonder sore;
And thoughte thus, `Unhappes fallen thikke Alday for love, and in swich maner cas, As men ben cruel in hem-self and wikke; And if this man slee here him-self, allas! 460 In my presence, it wol be no solas. What men wolde of hit deme I can nat seye; It nedeth me ful sleyly for to pleye.'
And with a sorwful syk she seyde thrye, `A! Lord! What me is tid a sory chaunce! 465 For myn estat lyth in Iupartye, And eek myn emes lyf lyth in balaunce; But nathelees, with goddes governaunce, I shal so doon, myn honour shal I kepe, And eek his lyf;' and stinte for to wepe.
470 `Of harmes two, the lesse is for to chese; Yet have I lever maken him good chere In honour, than myn emes lyf to lese; Ye seyn, ye no-thing elles me requere?' `No, wis,' quod he, `myn owene nece dere.' 475 `Now wel,' quod she, `and I wol doon my peyne; I shal myn herte ayeins my lust constreyne.
`But that I nil not holden him in honde, Ne love a man, ne can I not, ne may Ayeins my wil; but elles wol I fonde, 480 Myn honour sauf, plese him fro day to day; Ther-to nolde I nought ones have seyd nay, But that I dredde, as in my fantasye; But cesse cause, ay cesseth maladye.
`And here I make a protestacioun, 485 That in this proces if ye depper go, That certaynly, for no savacioun Of yow, though that ye sterve bothe two, Though al the world on o day be my fo, Ne shal I never on him han other routhe. --' 490 `I graunte wel,' quod Pandare, `by my trouthe.
`But may I truste wel ther-to,' quod he, `That of this thing that ye han hight me here, Ye wol it holden trewly un-to me?' `Ye, doutelees,' quod she, `myn uncle dere.' 495 `Ne that I shal han cause in this matere,' Quod he, `to pleyne, or after yow to preche?' `Why, no, parde; what nedeth more speche?'
Tho fillen they in othere tales glade, Til at the laste, `O good eem,' quod she tho, 500 `For love of god, which that us bothe made, Tel me how first ye wisten of his wo: Wot noon of hit but ye?' He seyde, `No.' `Can he wel speke of love?' quod she, `I preye, Tel me, for I the bet me shal purveye.'
505 Tho Pandarus a litel gan to smyle, And seyde, `By my trouthe, I shal yow telle. This other day, nought gon ful longe whyle, In-with the paleys-gardyn, by a welle, Gan he and I wel half a day to dwelle, 510 Right for to speken of an ordenaunce, How we the Grekes myghte disavaunce.
`Sone after that bigonne we to lepe, And casten with our dartes to and fro, Til at the laste he seyde he wolde slepe, 515 And on the gres a-doun he leyde him tho; And I after gan rome to and fro Til that I herde, as that I welk allone, How he bigan ful wofully to grone.
`Tho gan I stalke him softely bihinde, 520 And sikerly, the sothe for to seyne, As I can clepe ayein now to my minde, Right thus to Love he gan him for to pleyne; He seyde, "Lord! Have routhe up-on my peyne, Al have I been rebel in myn entente; 525 Now, MEA CULPA, lord! I me repente.
`"O god, that at thy disposicioun Ledest the fyn by Iuste purveyaunce, Of every wight, my lowe confessioun Accepte in gree, and send me swich penaunce 530 As lyketh thee, but from desesperaunce, That may my goost departe awey fro thee, Thou be my sheld, for thy benignitee.
`"For certes, lord, so soore hath she me wounded, That stod in blak, with loking of hir yen, 535 That to myn hertes botme it is y-sounded, Thorugh which I woot that I mot nedes dyen; This is the worste, I dar me not bi-wryen; And wel the hotter been the gledes rede, That men hem wryen with asshen pale and dede."
540 `With that he smoot his heed adoun anoon, And gan to motre, I noot what, trewely. And I with that gan stille awey to goon, And leet ther-of as no-thing wist hadde I, And come ayein anoon and stood him by, 545 And seyde, "A-wake, ye slepen al to longe; It semeth nat that love dooth yow longe,
`"That slepen so that no man may yow wake. Who sey ever or this so dul a man?" "Ye, freend," quod he, "do ye your hedes ake 550 For love, and lat me liven as I can." But though that he for wo was pale and wan, Yet made he tho as freshe a countenaunce As though he shulde have led the newe daunce.
`This passed forth, til now, this other day, 555 It fel that I com roming al allone Into his chaumbre, and fond how that he lay Up-on his bed; but man so sore grone Ne herde I never, and what that was his mone, Ne wist I nought; for, as I was cominge, 560 Al sodeynly he lefte his compleyninge.
`Of which I took somwat suspecioun, And neer I com, and fond he wepte sore; And god so wis be my savacioun, As never of thing hadde I no routhe more. 565 For neither with engyn, ne with no lore, Unethes mighte I fro the deeth him kepe; That yet fele I myn herte for him wepe.
`And god wot, never, sith that I was born, Was I so bisy no man for to preche, 570 Ne never was to wight so depe y-sworn, Or he me tolde who mighte been his leche. But now to yow rehersen al his speche, Or alle his woful wordes for to soune, Ne bid me not, but ye wol see me swowne.
575 `But for to save his lyf, and elles nought, And to non harm of yow, thus am I driven; And for the love of god that us hath wrought, Swich chere him dooth, that he and I may liven. Now have I plat to yow myn herte shriven; 580 And sin ye woot that myn entente is clene, Tak hede ther-of, for I non yvel mene.
`And right good thrift, I prey to god, have ye, That han swich oon y-caught with-oute net; And be ye wys, as ye ben fair to see, 585 Wel in the ring than is the ruby set. Ther were never two so wel y-met, Whan ye ben his al hool, as he is youre: Ther mighty god yet graunte us see that houre!'
`Nay, therof spak I not, a, ha!' quod she, 590 `As helpe me god, ye shenden every deel!' `O mercy, dere nece,' anoon quod he, `What-so I spak, I mente nought but weel, By Mars the god, that helmed is of steel; Now beth nought wrooth, my blood, my nece dere.' 595 `Now wel,' quod she, `foryeven be it here!'
With this he took his leve, and hoom he wente; And lord, he was glad and wel bigoon! Criseyde aroos, no lenger she ne stente, But straught in-to hir closet wente anoon, 600 And sette here doun as stille as any stoon, And every word gan up and doun to winde, That he hadde seyd, as it com hir to minde;
And wex somdel astonied in hir thought, Right for the newe cas; but whan that she 605 Was ful avysed, tho fond she right nought Of peril, why she oughte afered be. For man may love, of possibilitee, A womman so, his herte may to-breste, And she nought love ayein, but-if hir leste.
610 But as she sat allone and thoughte thus, Thascry aroos at skarmish al with-oute, And men cryde in the strete, `See, Troilus Hath right now put to flight the Grekes route!' With that gan al hir meynee for to shoute, 615 `A! Go we see, caste up the latis wyde; For thurgh this strete he moot to palays ryde;
`For other wey is fro the yate noon Of Dardanus, ther open is the cheyne.' With that com he and al his folk anoon 620 An esy pas rydinge, in routes tweyne, Right as his happy day was, sooth to seyne, For which, men say, may nought disturbed be That shal bityden of necessitee.
This Troilus sat on his baye stede, 625 Al armed, save his heed, ful richely, And wounded was his hors, and gan to blede, On whiche he rood a pas, ful softely; But swych a knightly sighte, trewely, As was on him, was nought, with-outen faile, 630 To loke on Mars, that god is of batayle.
So lyk a man of armes and a knight He was to seen, fulfild of heigh prowesse; For bothe he hadde a body and a might To doon that thing, as wel as hardinesse; 635 And eek to seen him in his gere him dresse, So fresh, so yong, so weldy semed he, It was an heven up-on him for to see.
His helm to-hewen was in twenty places, That by a tissew heng, his bak bihinde, 640 His sheld to-dasshed was with swerdes and maces, In which men mighte many an arwe finde That thirled hadde horn and nerf and rinde; And ay the peple cryde, `Here cometh our Ioye, And, next his brother, holdere up of Troye!'
645 For which he wex a litel reed for shame, Whan he the peple up-on him herde cryen, That to biholde it was a noble game, How sobreliche he caste doun his yen. Cryseyda gan al his chere aspyen, 650 And leet so softe it in hir herte sinke, That to hir-self she seyde, `Who yaf me drinke?'
For of hir owene thought she wex al reed, Remembringe hir right thus, `Lo, this is he Which that myn uncle swereth he moot be deed, 655 But I on him have mercy and pitee;' And with that thought, for pure a-shamed, she Gan in hir heed to pulle, and that as faste, Whyl he and al the peple for-by paste,
And gan to caste and rollen up and doun 660 With-inne hir thought his excellent prowesse, And his estat, and also his renoun, His wit, his shap, and eek his gentillesse; But most hir favour was, for his distresse Was al for hir, and thoughte it was a routhe 665 To sleen swich oon, if that he mente trouthe.
Now mighte som envyous Iangle thus, `This was a sodeyn love; how mighte it be That she so lightly lovede Troilus Right for the firste sighte; ye, pardee?' 670 Now who-so seyth so, mote he never thee! For every thing, a ginning hath it nede Er al be wrought, with-outen any drede.
For I sey nought that she so sodeynly Yaf him hir love, but that she gan enclyne 675 To lyke him first, and I have told yow why; And after that, his manhod and his pyne Made love with-inne hir for to myne, For which, by proces and by good servyse, He gat hir love, and in no sodeyn wyse.
680 And also blisful Venus, wel arayed, Sat in hir seventhe hous of hevene tho, Disposed wel, and with aspectes payed, To helpen sely Troilus of his wo. And, sooth to seyn, she nas not al a fo 685 To Troilus in his nativitee; God woot that wel the soner spedde he.
Now lat us stinte of Troilus a throwe, That rydeth forth, and lat us tourne faste Un-to Criseyde, that heng hir heed ful lowe, 690 Ther-as she sat allone, and gan to caste Wher-on she wolde apoynte hir at the laste, If it so were hir eem ne wolde cesse, For Troilus, up-on hir for to presse.
And, lord! So she gan in hir thought argue 695 In this matere of which I have yow told, And what to doon best were, and what eschue, That plyted she ful ofte in many fold. Now was hir herte warm, now was it cold, And what she thoughte somwhat shal I wryte, 700 As to myn auctor listeth for to endyte.
She thoughte wel that Troilus persone She knew by sighte and eek his gentillesse, And thus she seyde, `Al were it nought to done, To graunte him love, yet, for his worthinesse, 705 It were honour, with pley and with gladnesse, In honestee, with swich a lord to dele, For myn estat, and also for his hele.
`Eek, wel wot I my kinges sone is he; And sith he hath to see me swich delyt, 710 If I wolde utterly his sighte flee, Peraunter he mighte have me in dispyt, Thurgh which I mighte stonde in worse plyt; Now were I wys, me hate to purchace, With-outen nede, ther I may stonde in grace?
715 `In every thing, I woot, ther lyth mesure. For though a man forbede dronkenesse, He nought for-bet that every creature Be drinkelees for alwey, as I gesse; Eek sith I woot for me is his distresse, 720 I ne oughte not for that thing him despyse, Sith it is so, he meneth in good wyse.
`And eek I knowe, of longe tyme agoon, His thewes goode, and that he is not nyce. Ne avauntour, seyth men, certein, he is noon; 725 To wys is he to do so gret a vyce; Ne als I nel him never so cheryce, That he may make avaunt, by Iuste cause; He shal me never binde in swiche a clause.
`Now set a cas, the hardest is, y-wis, 730 Men mighten deme that he loveth me; What dishonour were it un-to me, this? May I him lette of that? Why nay, pardee! I knowe also, and alday here and see, Men loven wommen al this toun aboute; 735 Be they the wers? Why, nay, with-outen doute.
`I thenk eek how he able is for to have Of al this noble toun the thriftieste, To been his love, so she hir honour save; For out and out he is the worthieste, 740 Save only Ector, which that is the beste. And yet his lyf al lyth now in my cure, But swich is love, and eek myn aventure.
`Ne me to love, a wonder is it nought; For wel wot I my-self, so god me spede, 745 Al wolde I that noon wiste of this thought, I am oon the fayreste, out of drede, And goodlieste, who-so taketh hede; And so men seyn in al the toun of Troye. What wonder is it though he of me have Ioye?
750 `I am myn owene woman, wel at ese, I thank it god, as after myn estat; Right yong, and stonde unteyd in lusty lese, With-outen Ialousye or swich debat; Shal noon housbonde seyn to me "Chekmat!" 755 For either they ben ful of Ialousye, Or maisterful, or loven novelrye.
`What shal I doon? To what fyn live I thus? Shal I nat loven, in cas if that me leste? What, par dieux! I am nought religious! 760 And though that I myn herte sette at reste Upon this knight, that is the worthieste, And kepe alwey myn honour and my name, By alle right, it may do me no shame.'
But right as whan the sonne shyneth brighte, 765 In March, that chaungeth ofte tyme his face, And that a cloud is put with wind to flighte Which over-sprat the sonne as for a space, A cloudy thought gan thorugh hir soule pace, That over-spradde hir brighte thoughtes alle, 770 So that for fere almost she gan to falle.
That thought was this: `Allas! Sin I am free, Sholde I now love, and putte in Iupartye My sikernesse, and thrallen libertee? Allas! How dorste I thenken that folye? 775 May I nought wel in other folk aspye Hir dredful Ioye, hir constreynt, and hir peyne? Ther loveth noon, that she nath why to pleyne.
`For love is yet the moste stormy lyf, Right of him-self, that ever was bigonne; 780 For ever som mistrust, or nyce stryf, Ther is in love, som cloud is over that sonne: Ther-to we wrecched wommen no-thing conne, Whan us is wo, but wepe and sitte and thinke; Our wreche is this, our owene wo to drinke.
785 `Also these wikked tonges been so prest To speke us harm, eek men be so untrewe, That, right anoon as cessed is hir lest, So cesseth love, and forth to love a newe: But harm y-doon, is doon, who-so it rewe. 790 For though these men for love hem first to-rende, Ful sharp biginning breketh ofte at ende.
`How ofte tyme hath it y-knowen be, The treson, that to womman hath be do? To what fyn is swich love, I can nat see, 795 Or wher bicometh it, whan it is ago; Ther is no wight that woot, I trowe so, Wher it bycomth; lo, no wight on it sporneth; That erst was no-thing, in-to nought it torneth.
`How bisy, if I love, eek moste I be 800 To plesen hem that Iangle of love, and demen, And coye hem, that they sey non harm of me? For though ther be no cause, yet hem semen Al be for harm that folk hir freendes quemen; And who may stoppen every wikked tonge, 805 Or soun of belles whyl that they be ronge?'
And after that, hir thought bigan to clere, And seyde, `He which that no-thing under-taketh, No thing ne acheveth, be him looth or dere.' And with an other thought hir herte quaketh; 810 Than slepeth hope, and after dreed awaketh; Now hoot, now cold; but thus, bi-twixen tweye, She rist hir up, and went hir for to pleye.
Adoun the steyre anoon-right tho she wente In-to the gardin, with hir neces three, 815 And up and doun ther made many a wente, Flexippe, she, Tharbe, and Antigone, To pleyen, that it Ioye was to see; And othere of hir wommen, a gret route, hir folwede in the gardin al aboute.
820 This yerd was large, and rayled alle the aleyes, And shadwed wel with blosmy bowes grene, And benched newe, and sonded alle the weyes, In which she walketh arm in arm bi-twene; Til at the laste Antigone the shene 825 Gan on a Troian song to singe clere, That it an heven was hir voys to here. --
She seyde, `O love, to whom I have and shal Ben humble subgit, trewe in myn entente, As I best can, to yow, lord, yeve ich al 830 For ever-more, myn hertes lust to rente. For never yet thy grace no wight sente So blisful cause as me, my lyf to lede In alle Ioye and seurtee, out of drede.
`Ye, blisful god, han me so wel beset 835 In love, y-wis, that al that bereth lyf Imaginen ne cowde how to ben bet; For, lord, with-outen Ialousye or stryf, I love oon which that is most ententyf To serven wel, unwery or unfeyned, 840 That ever was, and leest with harm distreyned.
`As he that is the welle of worthinesse, Of trouthe ground, mirour of goodliheed, Of wit Appollo, stoon of sikernesse, Of vertu rote, of lust findere and heed, 845 Thurgh which is alle sorwe fro me deed, Y-wis, I love him best, so doth he me; Now good thrift have he, wher-so that he be!
`Whom sholde I thanke but yow, god of love, Of al this blisse, in which to bathe I ginne? 850 And thanked be ye, lord, for that I love! This is the righte lyf that I am inne, To flemen alle manere vyce and sinne: This doth me so to vertu for to entende, That day by day I in my wil amende.
855 `And who-so seyth that for to love is vyce, Or thraldom, though he fele in it distresse, He outher is envyous, or right nyce, Or is unmighty, for his shrewednesse, To loven; for swich maner folk, I gesse, 860 Defamen love, as no-thing of him knowe; Thei speken, but they bente never his bowe.
`What is the sonne wers, of kinde righte, Though that a man, for feblesse of his yen, May nought endure on it to see for brighte? 865 Or love the wers, though wrecches on it cryen? No wele is worth, that may no sorwe dryen. And for-thy, who that hath an heed of verre, Fro cast of stones war him in the werre!
`But I with al myn herte and al my might, 870 As I have seyd, wol love, un-to my laste, My dere herte, and al myn owene knight, In which myn herte growen is so faste, And his in me, that it shal ever laste. Al dredde I first to love him to biginne, 875 Now woot I wel, ther is no peril inne.'
And of hir song right with that word she stente, And therwith-al, `Now, nece,' quod Criseyde, `Who made this song with so good entente?' Antigone answerde anoon, and seyde, 880 `Ma dame, y-wis, the goodlieste mayde Of greet estat in al the toun of Troye; And let hir lyf in most honour and Ioye.'
`Forsothe, so it semeth by hir song,' Quod tho Criseyde, and gan ther-with to syke, 885 And seyde, `Lord, is there swich blisse among These lovers, as they conne faire endyte?' `Ye, wis,' quod freshe Antigone the whyte, `For alle the folk that han or been on lyve Ne conne wel the blisse of love discryve.
890 `But wene ye that every wrecche woot The parfit blisse of love? Why, nay, y-wis; They wenen al be love, if oon be hoot; Do wey, do wey, they woot no-thing of this! Men mosten axe at seyntes if it is 895 Aught fair in hevene; Why? For they conne telle; And axen fendes, is it foul in helle.'
Criseyde un-to that purpos nought answerde, But seyde, `Y-wis, it wol be night as faste.' But every word which that she of hir herde, 900 She gan to prenten in hir herte faste; And ay gan love hir lasse for to agaste Than it dide erst, and sinken in hir herte, That she wex somwhat able to converte.
The dayes honour, and the hevenes ye, 905 The nightes fo, al this clepe I the sonne, Gan westren faste, and dounward for to wrye, As he that hadde his dayes cours y-ronne; And whyte thinges wexen dimme and donne For lak of light, and sterres for to appere, 910 That she and al hir folk in wente y-fere.
So whan it lyked hir to goon to reste, And voyded weren they that voyden oughte, She seyde, that to slepe wel hir leste. Hir wommen sone til hir bed hir broughte. 915 Whan al was hust, than lay she stille, and thoughte Of al this thing the manere and the wyse. Reherce it nedeth nought, for ye ben wyse.
A nightingale, upon a cedre grene, Under the chambre-wal ther as she lay, 920 Ful loude sang ayein the mone shene, Paraunter, in his briddes wyse, a lay Of love, that made hir herte fresh and gay. That herkned she so longe in good entente, Til at the laste the dede sleep hir hente.
925 And as she sleep, anoon-right tho hir mette, How that an egle, fethered whyt as boon, Under hir brest his longe clawes sette, And out hir herte he rente, and that a-noon, And dide his herte in-to hir brest to goon, 930 Of which she nought agroos, ne no-thing smerte, And forth he fleigh, with herte left for herte.
Now lat hir slepe, and we our tales holde Of Troilus, that is to paleys riden, Fro the scarmuch, of the whiche I tolde, 935 And in his chaumbre sit, and hath abiden Til two or three of his messages yeden For Pandarus, and soughten him ful faste, Til they him founde and broughte him at the laste.
This Pandarus com leping in at ones, 940 And seiyde thus: `Who hath ben wel y-bete To-day with swerdes, and with slinge-stones, But Troilus, that hath caught him an hete?' And gan to Iape, and seyde, `Lord, so ye swete! But rys, and lat us soupe and go to reste;' 945 And he answerde him, `Do we as thee leste.'
With al the haste goodly that they mighte, They spedde hem fro the souper un-to bedde; And every wight out at the dore him dighte, And wher him liste upon his wey him spedde; 950 But Troilus, that thoughte his herte bledde For wo, til that he herde som tydinge, He seyde, `Freend, shal I now wepe or singe?'
Quod Pandarus, `Ly stille and lat me slepe, And don thyn hood, thy nedes spedde be; 955 And chese, if thou wolt singe or daunce or lepe; At shorte wordes, thow shal trowe me. -- Sire, my nece wol do wel by thee, And love thee best, by god and by my trouthe, But lak of pursuit make it in thy slouthe.
960 `For thus ferforth I have thy work bigonne, Fro day to day, til this day, by the morwe, Hir love of freendship have I to thee wonne, And also hath she leyd hir feyth to borwe. Algate a foot is hameled of thy sorwe.' 965 What sholde I lenger sermon of it holde? As ye han herd bifore, al he him tolde.
But right as floures, thorugh the colde of night Y-closed, stoupen on hir stalke lowe, Redressen hem a-yein the sonne bright, 970 And spreden on hir kinde cours by rowe, Right so gan tho his eyen up to throwe This Troilus, and seyde, `O Venus dere, Thy might, thy grace, y-heried be it here!'
And to Pandare he held up bothe his hondes, 975 And seyde, `Lord, al thyn be that I have; For I am hool, al brosten been my bondes; A thousand Troians who so that me yave, Eche after other, god so wis me save, Ne mighte me so gladen; lo, myn herte, 980 It spredeth so for Ioye, it wol to-sterte!
`But Lord, how shal I doon, how shal I liven? Whan shal I next my dere herte see? How shal this longe tyme a-wey be driven, Til that thou be ayein at hir fro me? 985 Thou mayst answere, "A-byd, a-byd," but he That hangeth by the nekke, sooth to seyne, In grete disese abydeth for the peyne.'
`Al esily, now, for the love of Marte,' Quod Pandarus, `for every thing hath tyme; 990 So longe abyd til that the night departe; For al so siker as thow lyst here by me, And god toforn, I wol be there at pryme, And for thy werk somwhat as I shal seye, Or on som other wight this charge leye.
995 `For pardee, god wot, I have ever yit Ben redy thee to serve, and to this night Have I nought fayned, but emforth my wit Don al thy lust, and shal with al my might. Do now as I shal seye, and fare a-right; 1000 And if thou nilt, wyte al thy-self thy care, On me is nought along thyn yvel fare.
`I woot wel that thow wyser art than I A thousand fold, but if I were as thou, God help me so, as I wolde outrely, 1005 Right of myn owene hond, wryte hir right now A lettre, in which I wolde hir tellen how I ferde amis, and hir beseche of routhe; Now help thy-self, and leve it not for slouthe.
`And I my-self shal ther-with to hir goon; 1010 And whan thou wost that I am with hir there, Worth thou up-on a courser right anoon, Ye, hardily, right in thy beste gere, And ryd forth by the place, as nought ne were, And thou shalt finde us, if I may, sittinge 1015 At som windowe, in-to the strete lokinge.
`And if thee list, than maystow us saluwe, And up-on me make thy contenaunce; But, by thy lyf, be war and faste eschuwe To tarien ought, god shilde us fro mischaunce! 1020 Ryd forth thy wey, and hold thy governaunce; And we shal speke of thee som-what, I trowe, Whan Thou art goon, to do thyne eres glowe!
`Touching thy lettre, thou art wys y-nough, I woot thow nilt it digneliche endyte; 1025 As make it with thise argumentes tough; Ne scrivenish or craftily thou it wryte; Beblotte it with thy teres eek a lyte; And if thou wryte a goodly word al softe, Though it be good, reherce it not to ofte.
1030 `For though the beste harpour upon lyve Wolde on the beste souned Ioly harpe That ever was, with alle his fingres fyve, Touche ay o streng, or ay o werbul harpe, Were his nayles poynted never so sharpe, 1035 It shulde maken every wight to dulle, To here his glee, and of his strokes fulle.
`Ne Iompre eek no discordaunt thing y-fere, As thus, to usen termes of phisyk; In loves termes, hold of thy matere 1040 The forme alwey, and do that it be lyk; For if a peyntour wolde peynte a pyk With asses feet, and hede it as an ape, It cordeth nought; so nere it but a Iape.'
This counseyl lyked wel to Troilus; 1045 But, as a dreedful lover, he seyde this: -- `Allas, my dere brother Pandarus, I am ashamed for to wryte, y-wis, Lest of myn innocence I seyde a-mis, Or that she nolde it for despyt receyve; 1050 Thanne were I deed, ther mighte it no-thing weyve.'
To that Pandare answerde, `If thee lest, Do that I seye, and lat me therwith goon; For by that lord that formed est and west, I hope of it to bringe answere anoon 1055 Right of hir hond, and if that thou nilt noon, Lat be; and sory mote he been his lyve, Ayeins thy lust that helpeth thee to thryve.'
Quod Troilus, `Depardieux, I assente; Sin that thee list, I will aryse and wryte; 1060 And blisful god preye ich, with good entente, The vyage, and the lettre I shal endyte, So spede it; and thou, Minerva, the whyte, Yif thou me wit my lettre to devyse:' And sette him doun, and wroot right in this wyse. --
1065 First he gan hir his righte lady calle, His hertes lyf, his lust, his sorwes leche, His blisse, and eek these othere termes alle, That in swich cas these loveres alle seche; And in ful humble wyse, as in his speche, 1070 He gan him recomaunde un-to hir grace; To telle al how, it axeth muchel space.
And after this, ful lowly he hir prayde To be nought wrooth, though he, of his folye, So hardy was to hir to wryte, and seyde, 1075 That love it made, or elles moste he dye, And pitously gan mercy for to crye; And after that he seyde, and ley ful loude, Him-self was litel worth, and lesse he coude;
And that she sholde han his conning excused, 1080 That litel was, and eek he dredde hir so, And his unworthinesse he ay acused; And after that, than gan he telle his woo; But that was endeles, with-outen ho; And seyde, he wolde in trouthe alwey him holde; -- 1085 And radde it over, and gan the lettre folde.
And with his salte teres gan he bathe The ruby in his signet, and it sette Upon the wex deliverliche and rathe; Ther-with a thousand tymes, er he lette, 1090 He kiste tho the lettre that he shette, And seyde, `Lettre, a blisful destenee Thee shapen is, my lady shal thee see.'
This Pandare took the lettre, and that by tyme A-morwe, and to his neces paleys sterte, 1095 And faste he swoor, that it was passed pryme, And gan to Iape, and seyde, `Y-wis, myn herte, So fresh it is, al-though it sore smerte, I may not slepe never a Mayes morwe; I have a Ioly wo, a lusty sorwe.'
1100 Criseyde, whan that she hir uncle herde, With dreedful herte, and desirous to here The cause of his cominge, thus answerde: `Now by your feyth, myn uncle,' quod she, `dere, What maner windes gydeth yow now here? 1105 Tel us your Ioly wo and your penaunce, How ferforth be ye put in loves daunce.'
`By god,' quod he, `I hoppe alwey bihinde!' And she to-laugh, it thoughte hir herte breste. Quod Pandarus, `Loke alwey that ye finde 1110 Game in myn hood, but herkneth, if yow leste; Ther is right now come in-to toune a geste, A Greek espye, and telleth newe thinges, For which I come to telle yow tydinges.
`Into the gardin go we, and we shal here, 1115 Al prevely, of this a long sermoun.' With that they wenten arm in arm y-fere In-to the gardin from the chaumbre doun. And whan that he so fer was that the soun Of that he speke, no man here mighte, 1120 He seyde hir thus, and out the lettre plighte,
`Lo, he that is al hoolly youres free Him recomaundeth lowly to your grace, And sent to you this lettre here by me; Avyseth you on it, whan ye han space, 1125 And of som goodly answere yow purchace; Or, helpe me god, so pleynly for to seyne, He may not longe liven for his peyne.'
Ful dredfully tho gan she stonde stille, And took it nought, but al hir humble chere 1130 Gan for to chaunge, and seyde, `Scrit ne bille, For love of god, that toucheth swich matere, Ne bring me noon; and also, uncle dere, To myn estat have more reward, I preye, Than to his lust; what sholde I more seye?
1135 `And loketh now if this be resonable, And letteth nought, for favour ne for slouthe, To seyn a sooth; now were it covenable To myn estat, by god, and by your trouthe, To taken it, or to han of him routhe, 1140 In harming of my-self or in repreve? Ber it a-yein, for him that ye on leve!'
This Pandarus gan on hir for to stare, And seyde, `Now is this the grettest wonder That ever I sey! Lat be this nyce fare! 1145 To deethe mote I smiten be with thonder, If, for the citee which that stondeth yonder, Wolde I a lettre un-to yow bringe or take To harm of yow; what list yow thus it make?
`But thus ye faren, wel neigh alle and some, 1150 That he that most desireth yow to serve, Of him ye recche leest wher he bicome, And whether that he live or elles sterve. But for al that that ever I may deserve, Refuse it nought,' quod he, and hente hir faste, 1155 And in hir bosom the lettre doun he thraste,
And seyde hire, `Now cast it awey anoon, That folk may seen and gauren on us tweye.' Quod she, `I can abyde til they be goon,' And gan to smyle, and seyde hym, `Eem, I preye, 1160 Swich answere as yow list, your-self purveye, For trewely I nil no lettre wryte.' `No? than wol I,' quod he, `so ye endyte.'
Therwith she lough, and seyde, `Go we dyne.' And he gan at him-self to iape faste, 1165 And seyde, `Nece, I have so greet a pyne For love, that every other day I faste' -- And gan his beste Iapes forth to caste; And made hir so to laughe at his folye, That she for laughter wende for to dye.
1170 And whan that she was comen in-to halle, `Now, eem,' quod she, `we wol go dine anoon;' And gan some of hir women to hir calle, And streyght in-to hir chaumbre gan she goon; But of hir besinesses, this was oon 1175 A-monges othere thinges, out of drede, Ful prively this lettre for to rede;
Avysed word by word in every lyne, And fond no lak, she thoughte he coude good; And up it putte, and went hir in to dyne. 1180 But Pandarus, that in a study stood, Er he was war, she took him by the hood, And seyde, `Ye were caught er that ye wiste;' `I vouche sauf,' quod he. `do what yow liste.'
Tho wesshen they, and sette hem doun and ete; 1185 And after noon ful sleyly Pandarus Gan drawe him to the window next the strete, And seyde, `Nece, who hath arayed thus The yonder hous, that stant afor-yeyn us?' `Which hous?' quod she, and gan for to biholde, 1190 And knew it wel, and whos it was him tolde,
And fillen forth in speche of thinges smale, And seten in the window bothe tweye. Whan Pandarus saw tyme un-to his tale, And saw wel that hir folk were alle aweye, 1195 `Now, nece myn, tel on,' quod he; `I seye, How liketh yow the lettre that ye woot? Can he ther-on? For, by my trouthe, I noot.'
Therwith al rosy hewed tho wex she, And gan to humme, and seyde, `So I trowe.' 1200 `Aquyte him wel, for goddes love,' quod he; `My-self to medes wol the lettre sowe.' And held his hondes up, and sat on knowe, `Now, goode nece, be it never so lyte, Yif me the labour, it to sowe and plyte.'
1205 `Ye, for I can so wryte,' quod she tho; `And eek I noot what I sholde to him seye.' `Nay, nece,' quod Pandare, `sey nat so; Yet at the leste thanketh him, I preye, Of his good wil, and doth him not to deye. 1210 Now for the love of me, my nece dere, Refuseth not at this tyme my preyere.'
`Depar-dieux,' quod she, `God leve al be wel! God help me so, this is the firste lettre That ever I wroot, ye, al or any del.' 1215 And in-to a closet, for to avyse hir bettre, She wente allone, and gan hir herte unfettre Out of disdaynes prison but a lyte; And sette hir doun, and gan a lettre wryte,
Of which to telle in short is myn entente 1220 Theffect, as fer as I can understonde: -- She thonked him of al that he wel mente Towardes hir, but holden him in honde She nolde nought, ne make hir-selven bonde In love, but as his suster, him to plese, 1225 She wolde fayn to doon his herte an ese.
She shette it, and to Pandarus in gan goon, There as he sat and loked in-to the strete, And doun she sette hir by him on a stoon Of Iaspre, up-on a quisshin gold y-bete, 1230 And seyde, `As wisly helpe me god the grete, I never dide a thing with more peyne Than wryte this, to which ye me constreyne;'
And took it him: He thonked hir and seyde, `God woot, of thing ful ofte looth bigonne 1235 Cometh ende good; and nece myn, Criseyde, That ye to him of hard now ben y-wonne Oughte he be glad, by god and yonder sonne! For-why men seyth, "Impressiounes lighte Ful lightly been ay redy to the flighte.'
1240 `But ye han pleyed tyraunt neigh to longe, And hard was it your herte for to grave; Now stint, that ye no longer on it honge, Al wolde ye the forme of daunger save. But hasteth yow to doon him Ioye have; 1245 For trusteth wel, to longe y-doon hardnesse Causeth despyt ful often, for destresse.'
And right as they declamed this matere, Lo, Troilus, right at the stretes ende, Com ryding with his tenthe some y-fere, 1250 Al softely, and thiderward gan bende Ther-as they sete, as was his way to wende To paleys-ward; and Pandare him aspyde, And seyde, `Nece, y-see who cometh here ryde!
`O flee not in, he seeth us, I suppose; 1255 Lest he may thinke that ye him eschuwe.' `Nay, nay,' quod she, and wex as reed as rose. With that he gan hir humbly to saluwe With dreedful chere, and oft his hewes muwe; And up his look debonairly he caste, 1260 And bekked on Pandare, and forth he paste.
God woot if he sat on his hors a-right, Or goodly was beseyn, that ilke day! God woot wher he was lyk a manly knight! What sholde I drecche, or telle of his aray? 1265 Criseyde, which that alle these thinges say, To telle in short, hir lyked al y-fere, His persone, his aray, his look, his chere,
His goodly manere, and his gentillesse, So wel, that never, sith that she was born, 1270 Ne hadde she swich routhe of his distresse; And how-so she hath hard ben her-biforn, To god hope I, she hath now caught a thorn, She shal not pulle it out this nexte wyke; God sende mo swich thornes on to pyke!
1275 Pandare, which that stood hir faste by, Felte iren hoot, and he bigan to smyte, And seyde, `Nece, I pray yow hertely, Tel me that I shal axen yow a lyte: A womman, that were of his deeth to wyte, 1280 With-outen his gilt, but for hir lakked routhe, Were it wel doon?' Quod she, `Nay, by my trouthe!'
`God help me so,' quod he, `ye sey me sooth. Ye felen wel your-self that I not lye; Lo, yond he rit!' Quod she, `Ye, so he dooth!' 1285 `Wel,' quod Pandare, `as I have told yow thrye, Lat be youre nyce shame and youre folye, And spek with him in esing of his herte; Lat nycetee not do yow bothe smerte.'
But ther-on was to heven and to done; 1290 Considered al thing, it may not be; And why, for shame; and it were eek to sone To graunten him so greet a libertee. `For playnly hir entente,' as seyde she, `Was for to love him unwist, if she mighte, 1295 And guerdon him with no-thing but with sighte.'
But Pandarus thoughte, `It shal not be so, If that I may; this nyce opinioun Shal not be holden fully yeres two.' What sholde I make of this a long sermoun? 1300 He moste assente on that conclusioun, As for the tyme; and whan that it was eve, And al was wel, he roos and took his leve.
And on his wey ful faste homward he spedde, And right for Ioye he felte his herte daunce; 1305 And Troilus he fond alone a-bedde, That lay as dooth these loveres, in a traunce, Bitwixen hope and derk desesperaunce. But Pandarus, right at his in-cominge, He song, as who seyth, `Lo! Sumwhat I bringe,'
1310 And seyde, `Who is in his bed so sone Y-buried thus?' `It am I, freend,' quod he. `Who, Troilus? Nay, helpe me so the mone,' Quod Pandarus, `Thou shalt aryse and see A charme that was sent right now to thee, 1315 The which can helen thee of thyn accesse, If thou do forth-with al thy besinesse.'
`Ye, through the might of god!' quod Troilus. And Pandarus gan him the lettre take, And seyde, `Pardee, god hath holpen us; 1320 Have here a light, and loke on al this blake.' But ofte gan the herte glade and quake Of Troilus, whyl that he gan it rede, So as the wordes yave him hope or drede.
But fynally, he took al for the beste 1325 That she him wroot, for somwhat he biheld On which, him thoughte, he mighte his herte reste, Al covered she the wordes under sheld. Thus to the more worthy part he held, That, what for hope and Pandarus biheste, 1330 His grete wo for-yede he at the leste.
But as we may alday our-selven see, Through more wode or col, the more fyr; Right so encrees hope, of what it be, Therwith ful ofte encreseth eek desyr; 1335 Or, as an ook cometh of a litel spyr, So through this lettre, which that she him sente, Encresen gan desyr, of which he brente.
Wherfore I seye alwey, that day and night This Troilus gan to desiren more 1340 Than he dide erst, thurgh hope, and dide his might To pressen on, as by Pandarus lore, And wryten to hir of his sorwes sore Fro day to day; he leet it not refreyde, That by Pandare he wroot somwhat or seyde;
1345 And dide also his othere observaunces That to a lovere longeth in this cas; And, after that these dees turnede on chaunces, So was he outher glad or seyde `Allas!' And held after his gestes ay his pas; 1350 And aftir swiche answeres as he hadde, So were his dayes sory outher gladde.
But to Pandare alwey was his recours, And pitously gan ay til him to pleyne, And him bisoughte of rede and som socours; 1355 And Pandarus, that sey his wode peyne, Wex wel neigh deed for routhe, sooth to seyne, And bisily with al his herte caste Som of his wo to sleen, and that as faste;
And seyde, `Lord, and freend, and brother dere, 1360 God woot that thy disese dooth me wo. But woltow stinten al this woful chere, And, by my trouthe, or it be dayes two, And god to-forn, yet shal I shape it so, That thou shalt come in-to a certayn place, 1365 Ther-as thou mayst thy-self hir preye of grace.
`And certainly, I noot if thou it wost, But tho that been expert in love it seye, It is oon of the thinges that furthereth most, A man to have a leyser for to preye, 1370 And siker place his wo for to biwreye; For in good herte it moot som routhe impresse, To here and see the giltles in distresse.
`Paraunter thenkestow: though it be so That kinde wolde doon hir to biginne 1375 To han a maner routhe up-on my wo, Seyth Daunger, "Nay, thou shalt me never winne; So reuleth hir hir hertes goost with-inne, That, though she bende, yet she stant on rote; What in effect is this un-to my bote?"
1380 `Thenk here-ayeins, whan that the sturdy ook, On which men hakketh ofte, for the nones, Receyved hath the happy falling strook, The grete sweigh doth it come al at ones, As doon these rokkes or these milne-stones. 1385 For swifter cours cometh thing that is of wighte, Whan it descendeth, than don thinges lighte.
`And reed that boweth doun for every blast, Ful lightly, cesse wind, it wol aryse; But so nil not an ook whan it is cast; 1390 It nedeth me nought thee longe to forbyse. Men shal reioysen of a greet empryse Acheved wel, and stant with-outen doute, Al han men been the lenger ther-aboute.
`But, Troilus, yet tel me, if thee lest, 1395 A thing now which that I shal axen thee; Which is thy brother that thou lovest best As in thy verray hertes privetee?' `Y-wis, my brother Deiphebus,' quod he. `Now,' quod Pandare, `er houres twyes twelve, 1400 He shal thee ese, unwist of it him-selve.
`Now lat me allone, and werken as I may,' Quod he; and to Deiphebus wente he tho Which hadde his lord and grete freend ben ay; Save Troilus, no man he lovede so. 1405 To telle in short, with-outen wordes mo, Quod Pandarus, `I pray yow that ye be Freend to a cause which that toucheth me.'
`Yis, pardee,' quod Deiphebus, `wel thow wost, In al that ever I may, and god to-fore, 1410 Al nere it but for man I love most, My brother Troilus; but sey wherfore It is; for sith that day that I was bore, I nas, ne never-mo to been I thinke, Ayeins a thing that mighte thee for-thinke.'
1415 Pandare gan him thonke, and to him seyde, `Lo, sire, I have a lady in this toun, That is my nece, and called is Criseyde, Which some men wolden doon oppressioun, And wrongfully have hir possessioun: 1420 Wherfor I of your lordship yow biseche To been our freend, with-oute more speche.'
Deiphebus him answerde, `O, is not this, That thow spekest of to me thus straungely, Criseyda, my freend?' He seyde, `Yis.' 1425 `Than nedeth,' quod Deiphebus, `hardely, Na-more to speke, for trusteth wel, that I Wol be hir champioun with spore and yerde; I roughte nought though alle hir foos it herde.
`But tel me how, thou that woost al this matere, 1430 How I might best avaylen? Now lat see.' Quod Pandarus; `If ye, my lord so dere, Wolden as now don this honour to me, To preyen hir to-morwe, lo, that she Come un-to yow hir pleyntes to devyse, 1435 Hir adversaries wolde of it agryse.
`And if I more dorste preye as now, And chargen yow to have so greet travayle, To han som of your bretheren here with yow, That mighten to hir cause bet avayle, 1440 Than, woot I wel, she mighte never fayle For to be holpen, what at your instaunce, What with hir othere freendes governaunce.'
Deiphebus, which that comen was, of kinde, To al honour and bountee to consente, 1445 Answerde, `It shal be doon; and I can finde Yet gretter help to this in myn entente. What wolt thow seyn, if I for Eleyne sente To speke of this? I trowe it be the beste; For she may leden Paris as hir leste.
1450 `Of Ector, which that is my lord, my brother, It nedeth nought to preye him freend to be; For I have herd him, o tyme and eek other, Speke of Criseyde swich honour, that he May seyn no bet, swich hap to him hath she. 1455 It nedeth nought his helpes for to crave; He shal be swich, right as we wole him have.
`Spek thou thy-self also to Troilus On my bihalve, and pray him with us dyne.' `Sire, al this shal be doon,' quod Pandarus; 1460 And took his leve, and never gan to fyne, But to his neces hous, as streyt as lyne, He com; and fond hir fro the mete aryse; And sette him doun, and spak right in this wyse.
He seyde, `O veray god, so have I ronne! 1465 Lo, nece myn, see ye nought how I swete? I noot whether ye the more thank me conne. Be ye nought war how that fals Poliphete Is now aboute eft-sones for to plete, And bringe on yow advocacyes newe?' 1470 `I? No,' quod she, and chaunged al hir hewe.
`What is he more aboute, me to drecche And doon me wrong? What shal I do, allas? Yet of him-self no-thing ne wolde I recche, Nere it for Antenor and Eneas, 1475 That been his freendes in swich maner cas; But, for the love of god, myn uncle dere, No fors of that; lat him have al y-fere;
`With-outen that I have ynough for us.' `Nay,' quod Pandare, `it shal no-thing be so. 1480 For I have been right now at Deiphebus, And Ector, and myne othere lordes mo, And shortly maked eche of hem his fo; That, by my thrift, he shal it never winne For ought he can, whan that so he biginne.'
1485 And as they casten what was best to done, Deiphebus, of his owene curtasye, Com hir to preye, in his propre persone, To holde him on the morwe companye At diner, which she nolde not denye, 1490 But goodly gan to his preyere obeye. He thonked hir, and wente up-on his weye.
Whanne this was doon, this Pandare up a-noon, To telle in short, and forth gan for to wende To Troilus, as stille as any stoon; 1495 And al this thing he tolde him, word and ende; And how that he Deiphebus gan to blende; And seyde him, `Now is tyme, if that thou conne, To bere thee wel to-morwe, and al is wonne.
`Now spek, now prey, now pitously compleyne; 1500 Lat not for nyce shame, or drede, or slouthe; Som-tyme a man mot telle his owene peyne; Bileve it, and she shal han on thee routhe; Thou shalt be saved by thy feyth, in trouthe. But wel wot I, thou art now in a drede; 1505 And what it is, I leye, I can arede.
`Thow thinkest now, "How sholde I doon al this? For by my cheres mosten folk aspye, That for hir love is that I fare a-mis; Yet hadde I lever unwist for sorwe dye." 1510 Now thenk not so, for thou dost greet folye. For I right now have founden o manere Of sleighte, for to coveren al thy chere.
`Thow shalt gon over night, and that as blyve, Un-to Deiphebus hous, as thee to pleye, 1515 Thy maladye a-wey the bet to dryve, For-why thou semest syk, soth for to seye. Sone after that, doun in thy bed thee leye, And sey, thow mayst no lenger up endure, And ly right there, and byde thyn aventure.
1520 `Sey that thy fever is wont thee for to take The same tyme, and lasten til a-morwe; And lat see now how wel thou canst it make, For, par-dee, syk is he that is in sorwe. Go now, farwel! And, Venus here to borwe, 1525 I hope, and thou this purpos holde ferme, Thy grace she shal fully ther conferme.'
Quod Troilus, `Y-wis, thou nedelees Conseylest me, that sykliche I me feyne, For I am syk in ernest, doutelees, 1530 So that wel neigh I sterve for the peyne.' Quod Pandarus, `Thou shalt the bettre pleyne, And hast the lasse need to countrefete; For him men demen hoot that men seen swete.
`Lo, holde thee at thy triste cloos, and I 1535 Shal wel the deer un-to thy bowe dryve.' Therwith he took his leve al softely, And Troilus to paleys wente blyve. So glad ne was he never in al his lyve; And to Pandarus reed gan al assente, 1540 And to Deiphebus hous at night he wente.
What nedeth yow to tellen al the chere That Deiphebus un-to his brother made, Or his accesse, or his siklych manere, How men gan him with clothes for to lade, 1545 Whan he was leyd, and how men wolde him glade? But al for nought; he held forth ay the wyse That ye han herd Pandare er this devyse.
But certeyn is, er Troilus him leyde, Deiphebus had him prayed, over night, 1550 To been a freend and helping to Criseyde. God woot, that he it grauntede anon-right, To been hir fulle freend with al his might. But swich a nede was to preye him thenne, As for to bidde a wood man for to renne.
1555 The morwen com, and neighen gan the tyme Of meel-tyd, that the faire quene Eleyne Shoop hir to been, an houre after the pryme, With Deiphebus, to whom she nolde feyne; But as his suster, hoomly, sooth to seyne, 1560 She com to diner in hir playn entente. But god and Pandare wiste al what this mente.
Com eek Criseyde, al innocent of this, Antigone, hir sister Tarbe also; But flee we now prolixitee best is, 1565 For love of god, and lat us faste go Right to the effect, with-oute tales mo, Why al this folk assembled in this place; And lat us of hir saluinges pace.
Gret honour dide hem Deiphebus, certeyn, 1570 And fedde hem wel with al that mighte lyke. But ever-more, `Allas!' was his refreyn, `My goode brother Troilus, the syke, Lyth yet"--and therwith-al he gan to syke; And after that, he peyned him to glade 1575 Hem as he mighte, and chere good he made.
Compleyned eek Eleyne of his syknesse So feithfully, that pitee was to here, And every wight gan waxen for accesse A leche anoon, and seyde, `In this manere 1580 Men curen folk; this charme I wol yow lere.' But ther sat oon, al list hir nought to teche, That thoughte, best coude I yet been his leche.
After compleynt, him gonnen they to preyse, As folk don yet, whan som wight hath bigonne 1585 To preyse a man, and up with prys him reyse A thousand fold yet hyer than the sonne: -- `He is, he can, that fewe lordes conne.' And Pandarus, of that they wolde afferme, He not for-gat hir preysing to conferme.
1590 Herde al this thing Criseyde wel y-nough, And every word gan for to notifye; For which with sobre chere hir herte lough; For who is that ne wolde hir glorifye, To mowen swich a knight don live or dye? 1595 But al passe I, lest ye to longe dwelle; For for o fyn is al that ever I telle.
The tyme com, fro diner for to ryse, And, as hem oughte, arisen everychoon, And gonne a while of this and that devyse. 1600 But Pandarus brak al this speche anoon, And seyde to Deiphebus, `Wole ye goon, If youre wille be, as I yow preyde, To speke here of the nedes of Criseyde?'
Eleyne, which that by the hond hir held, 1605 Took first the tale, and seyde, `Go we blyve;' And goodly on Criseyde she biheld, And seyde, `Ioves lat him never thryve, That dooth yow harm, and bringe him sone of lyve! And yeve me sorwe, but he shal it rewe, 1610 If that I may, and alle folk be trewe.'
`Tel thou thy neces cas,' quod Deiphebus To Pandarus, `for thou canst best it telle.' -- `My lordes and my ladyes, it stant thus; What sholde I lenger,' quod he, `do yow dwelle?' 1615 He rong hem out a proces lyk a belle, Up-on hir fo, that highte Poliphete, So heynous, that men mighte on it spete.
Answerde of this ech worse of hem than other, And Poliphete they gonnen thus to warien, 1620 `An-honged be swich oon, were he my brother; And so he shal, for it ne may not varien.' What sholde I lenger in this tale tarien? Pleynly, alle at ones, they hir highten To been hir helpe in al that ever they mighten.
1625 Spak than Eleyne, and seyde, `Pandarus, Woot ought my lord, my brother, this matere, I mene, Ector? Or woot it Troilus?' He seyde, `Ye, but wole ye now me here? Me thinketh this, sith Troilus is here, 1630 It were good, if that ye wolde assente, She tolde hir-self him al this, er she wente.
`For he wole have the more hir grief at herte, By cause, lo, that she a lady is; And, by your leve, I wol but right in sterte, 1635 And do yow wite, and that anoon, y-wis, If that he slepe, or wole ought here of this.' And in he lepte, and seyde him in his ere, `God have thy soule, y-brought have I thy bere!'
To smylen of this gan tho Troilus, 1640 And Pandarus, with-oute rekeninge, Out wente anoon to Eleyne and Deiphebus, And seyde hem, `So there be no taryinge, Ne more pres, he wol wel that ye bringe Criseyda, my lady, that is here; 1645 And as he may enduren, he wole here.
`But wel ye woot, the chaumbre is but lyte, And fewe folk may lightly make it warm; Now loketh ye, (for I wol have no wyte, To bringe in prees that mighte doon him harm 1650 Or him disesen, for my bettre arm), Wher it be bet she byde til eft-sones; Now loketh ye, that knowen what to doon is.
`I sey for me, best is, as I can knowe, That no wight in ne wente but ye tweye, 1655 But it were I, for I can, in a throwe, Reherce hir cas unlyk that she can seye; And after this, she may him ones preye To ben good lord, in short, and take hir leve; This may not muchel of his ese him reve.
1660 `And eek, for she is straunge, he wol forbere His ese, which that him thar nought for yow; Eek other thing that toucheth not to here, He wol me telle, I woot it wel right now, That secret is, and for the tounes prow.' 1665 And they, that no-thing knewe of his entente, With-oute more, to Troilus in they wente.
Eleyne, in al hir goodly softe wyse, Gan him saluwe, and womanly to pleye, And seyde, `Ywis, ye moste alweyes aryse! 1670 Now fayre brother, beth al hool, I preye!' And gan hir arm right over his sholder leye, And him with al hir wit to recomforte; As she best coude, she gan him to disporte.
So after this quod she, `We yow biseke, 1675 My dere brother, Deiphebus and I, For love of god, and so doth Pandare eke, To been good lord and freend, right hertely, Un-to Criseyde, which that certeinly Receyveth wrong, as woot wel here Pandare, 1680 That can hir cas wel bet than I declare.'
This Pandarus gan newe his tunge affyle, And al hir cas reherce, and that anoon; Whan it was seyd, sone after, in a whyle, Quod Troilus, `As sone as I may goon, 1685 I wol right fayn with al my might ben oon, Have god my trouthe, hir cause to sustene.' `Good thrift have ye,' quod Eleyne the quene.
Quod Pandarus, `And it your wille be That she may take hir leve, er that she go?' 1690 `O, elles god for-bede,' tho quod he, `If that she vouche sauf for to do so.' And with that word quod Troilus, `Ye two, Deiphebus, and my suster leef and dere, To yow have I to speke of o matere,
1695 `To been avysed by your reed the bettre': -- And fond, as hap was, at his beddes heed, The copie of a tretis and a lettre, That Ector hadde him sent to axen reed, If swich a man was worthy to ben deed, 1700 Woot I nought who; but in a grisly wyse He preyede hem anoon on it avyse.
Deiphebus gan this lettre to unfolde In ernest greet; so did Eleyne the quene; And rominge outward, fast it gan biholde, 1705 Downward a steyre, in-to an herber grene. This ilke thing they redden hem bi-twene; And largely, the mountaunce of an houre, Thei gonne on it to reden and to poure.
Now lat hem rede, and turne we anoon 1710 To Pandarus, that gan ful faste prye That al was wel, and out he gan to goon In-to the grete chambre, and that in hye, And seyde, `God save al this companye! Com, nece myn; my lady quene Eleyne 1715 Abydeth yow, and eek my lordes tweyne.
`Rys, take with yow your nece Antigone, Or whom yow list, or no fors, hardily; The lesse prees, the bet; com forth with me, And loke that ye thonke humblely 1720 Hem alle three, and, whan ye may goodly Your tyme y-see, taketh of hem your leve, Lest we to longe his restes him bireve.'
Al innocent of Pandarus entente, Quod tho Criseyde, `Go we, uncle dere'; 1725 And arm in arm inward with him she wente, Avysed wel hir wordes and hir chere; And Pandarus, in ernestful manere, Seyde, `Alle folk, for goddes love, I preye, Stinteth right here, and softely yow pleye.
1730 `Aviseth yow what folk ben here with-inne, And in what plyt oon is, god him amende! And inward thus ful softely biginne; Nece, I conjure and heighly yow defende, On his half, which that sowle us alle sende, 1735 And in the vertue of corounes tweyne, Slee nought this man, that hath for yow this peyne!
`Fy on the devel! Thenk which oon he is, And in what plyt he lyth; com of anoon; Thenk al swich taried tyd, but lost it nis! 1740 That wol ye bothe seyn, whan ye ben oon. Secoundelich, ther yet devyneth noon Up-on yow two; come of now, if ye conne; Whyl folk is blent, lo, al the tyme is wonne!
`In titering, and pursuite, and delayes, 1745 The folk devyne at wagginge of a stree; And though ye wolde han after merye dayes, Than dar ye nought, and why? For she, and she Spak swich a word; thus loked he, and he; Lest tyme I loste, I dar not with yow dele; 1750 Com of therfore, and bringeth him to hele.'
But now to yow, ye lovers that ben here, Was Troilus nought in a cankedort, That lay, and mighte whispringe of hem here, And thoughte, `O lord, right now renneth my sort 1755 Fully to dye, or han anoon comfort'; And was the firste tyme he shulde hir preye Of love; O mighty god, what shal he seye?