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513. He said: "When I heard this from her, hope revived in me exceedingly; once more mine eyes had power to look upon her light; now I have lost it, why art thou not surprised that dazed[1] I live? Woe to thee fleeting world! why seekest thou to drain my blood?
514. "I looked, and saw on the lectern[2] the Koran[3] lying open; I raised it, I stood up, and, praising God and afterwards her, said: "O sun, thou burnedst me, and in truth my sun is set; since thou slayest me not, I will venture to make thee some answer:
515. "'If what I tell thee, these words, be falsely cunning, may Heaven itself be wrathful with me, may all the sun's rays be turned against me! If thou considerest me worthy to be judged, I have done no ill." She said: 'What thou knowest, speak!' She nodded to me.
516. "Then again I ventured to say: 'If I, O sun, have broken my vow to thee, may God now forthwith show His anger by hurling a thunderbolt from heaven upon me! Who save thee has for me a face like a sun, a form like a tree? so how can I remain alive if a lance strike my heart!
517. "'The sovereigns summoned me to court, they held a solemn council, beforehand they had appointed that youth as thy husband; (even if) I had opposed it I could not prevent it, I should have been a fool for my pains; I said to myself: "Agree with them for the nonce; it is better for thee to fortify thy heart."
518. "'How could I dare to forbid it, since he (P'harsadan) understands not, knows not that India shall not remain masterless! It is I alone who am her (India's) owner; none other has any right. I know not him whom he (P'harsadan) will bring hither, nor who is mistaken (in this matter).
519. "'I said: "I can do nothing in this; I shall contrive some other means." I said: "Be not assailed by a multitude of thoughts." My heart was like a wild beast; a
