The Complete Works of Swami Vivekananda/Volume 5/Epistles - First Series/IL Alasinga
IL
U. S. A.,
August 1895.
By the time this reaches you, dear Alasinga, I shall be in Paris. . . . I
have done a good deal of work this year and hope to do a good deal more in
the next. Don't bother about the missionaries. It is quite natural that they
should cry. Who does not when his bread is dwindling away? The missionary
funds have got a big gap the last two years, and it is on the increase.
However, I wish the missionaries all success. So long as you have love for
God and Guru and faith in truth, nothing can hurt you, my son. But the loss
of any of these is dangerous. You have remarked well; my ideas are going to
work in the West better than in India. . . . I have done more for India than
India ever did for me. . . . I believe in truth, the Lord sends me workers
by the scores wherever I go — and they are not like the . . . disciples
either — they are ready to give up their lives for their Guru. Truth is my
God, the universe my country I do not believe in duty. Duty is the curse of
the Samsâri (householder), not for the Sannyâsin. Duty is humbug. I am free,
my bonds are cut; what care I where this body goes or does not go. You have
helped me well right along. The Lord will reward you. I sought praise
neither from India nor from America, nor do I seek such bubbles. I have a
truth to teach, I, the child of God And He that gave me the truth will send
me fellow workers from the earth's bravest and best. You Hindus will see in
a few years what the Lord does in the West. You are like the Jews of old —
dogs in the manger, who neither eat nor allow others to eat. You have no
religion your God is the kitchen, your Bible the cooking-pots. . . . You are
a few brave lads. . . . Hold on, boys, no cowards among my children. . . .
Are great things ever done smoothly? Time, patience, and indomitable will
must show. I could have told you many things that would have made your heart
leap, but I will not. I want iron wills and hearts that do not know how to
quake. Hold on. The Lord bless you.
Ever yours with blessings,
Vivekananda.