The Complete Works of Swami Vivekananda/Volume 9/Letters - Fifth Series/XXIV Mother
XXIV
To Mrs. G. W. Hale
C/O DR. E. GUERNSEY
CEDAR LAWN, FISHKILL ON THE HUDSON
19 July 1894
DEAR MOTHER,
Your kind note reached me here yesterday evening. I am so glad to hear the babies are enjoying. I got the Interior and am very glad to see my friend Mazoomdar’s (Pratap Chandra Mazumdar.) book spoken of so highly. Mazoomdar is a great and a good man and has done much for his fellow beings.
It is a lovely summer place, this Cedar Lawn of the Guernseys. Miss Guernsey has gone on a visit to Swampscott. I had also an invitation there, but I thought [it] better to stay here in the calm and silent place full of trees and with the beautiful Hudson flowing by and mountain in the background.
I am very thankful for Miss Howe’s suggestion, and I am also thinking of it.
Most probably I will go to England very soon. But between you and me, I am a
sort of mystic and cannot move without orders, and that has not come yet.
Mr. [Charles M.] Higgins, a rich young lawyer and inventor of Brooklyn, is
arranging some lectures for me. I have not settled whether I will stop for
them or not.
My eternal thanks to you for your kindness. My whole life cannot repay my
debt to you. (Original letter: your debt.) You may see from the letter from
Madras that there is not a word about Narasimha. What can I do more? I did
not get the cheque cashed yet, for there was no necessity. Miss Phillips was
very kind to me. She is an old lady, about 50 or more. You need not feel any
worry about my being taken care of. The Lord always takes care of His
servants; and so long as I am really His servant and not the world’s, I am
very confident of getting everything that would be good for me. The
Guernseys love me very much, and there are many families in New York and
Brooklyn who would take the best care of me.
I had a beautiful letter from Mr. Snell,[6]* saying that a sudden change for
the better has taken place in his fortunes and offering me thrice the money
I lent him as a contribution to my work. And he also has beautiful letters
from Dharmapala and others from India. But, of course, I politely refused
his repayment.
So far so good. I have seen Mr. [Walter Hines] Page, the editor of the Forum
here. He was so sorry not to get the article on missionaries. But I have
promised to write on other interesting subjects. Hope I will have patience
to do so.
I had a letter yesterday from Miss Harriet, (Mrs. Hale’s daughter.) from which I learn that they are enjoying Kenosha (A port in southwest Wisconsin, on Lake Michigan.) very much. Lord bless you and yours, Mother Church, for ever and ever. I cannot even express my gratitude to you.
As for me, you need not be troubled in the least. My whole life is that of a
vagabond — homeless, roving tramp; any fare, good or bad, in any country, is
good enough for me.
Yours ever in love and obedience,
SWAMI VIVEKANANDA