BROKEN WINGS
Once more it set him off, but for a pause once more almost as quick. "How long have you been———?"
"Been what?" she asked as he faltered.
"Unhappy."
She smiled at him from a depth of indulgence. "As long as you've been ignorant—that what I've been wanting is your pity. Ah, to have to know, as I believed I did, that you supposed it would wound me, and not to have been able to make you see that it was the one thing left to me that would help me! Give me your pity now. It's all I want. I don't care for anything else. But give me that."
He had, as it happened at the moment, to do a smaller and a usual thing before he could do one so great and so strange. The youth whom he kept for service arrived with a tea-tray, in arranging a place for which, with the sequel of serving Mrs. Harvey, seating her and seeing the youth again out of the room, some minutes passed. "What pity could I dream of for you," he demanded as he at last dropped near her, "when I was myself so miserably sore?"
"Sore?" she wondered. "But you were happy—then."
"Happy not to have struck you as good enough? For I didn't, you know," he insisted. "You had your success, which was so immense. You had your high value, your future, your big possibilities; and I perfectly understood that, given those things, and given also my very much smaller situation, you should wish to keep yourself."
"Oh, oh!" She gasped as if hurt.
"I understand it; but how could it really make me 'happy'?" he asked.
She turned at him as with her hand on the old scar she could now carry. "You mean that all these years you've really not known———?"
"But not known what?"
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