thought it necessary, was never much encouraged by my physicians; and I was very desirous that your Lordship should be told it, by Sir Joshua Reynolds as an event very uncertain; for, if I grew much better, I should not be willing; if much worse, I should not be able to migrate. Your lordship was first solicited without my knowledge; but when I was told that you were pleased to honour me with your patronage, I did not expect to hear of a refusal; yet, as I have had no long time to brood hopes, and have not rioted in imaginary opulence, this cold reception has been scarce a disappointment; and from your Lordship's kindness I have received a benefit which only men like you are able to bestow. I shall now live mihi carior, with a higher opinion of my own merit.
I am, my Lord,
Your Lordship's most obliged,
most grateful,
and most humble servant,
Samuel Johnson.
September, 1784."
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