The first man I killed was Brother Paul, at the school where I went to learn the things that Guru did not teach me.
It was less than a year ago, but it seems like a very long time. I have killed so many times since then.
"You're a very bright boy, Peter," said the brother.
"Thank you, brother."
"But there are things about you that I don't understand. Normally I'd ask your parents but—I feel that they don't understand either. You were an infant prodigy, weren't you?"
"Yes, brother."
"There's nothing very unusual about that—glands, I'm told. You know what glands are?"
Then I was alarmed. I had heard of them, but I was not certain whether they were the short, thick green men who wear only metal or the things with many legs with whom I talked in the woods.
"How did you find out?" I asked him.
"But Peter! You look positively frightened, lad! I don't know a thing about them myself, but Father Frederick does. He has whole books about them, though I sometimes doubt whether he believes them himself."
"They aren't good books, brother." I said. "They ought to be burned."
"That's a savage thought, my son. But to return to your own problem—"
I could not let him go any further knowing what he did about me. I said one of the words Guru taught me and he looked at first very surprised and then seemed to be in great pain. He dropped across his desk and I felt his wrist to make sure, for I had not used that word before. But he was dead.
There was a heavy step outside and I made myself invisible. Stout Father Frederick entered, and I nearly killed him too with the word, but I knew that that would be very curious. I decided to wait, and went through the door as Father Frederick bent over the dead monk. He thought he was asleep.
I went down the corridor to the book-lined office of the stout priest and, working quickly, piled all his books in the center of the room and lit them with my breath. Then I went down to the school-yard and made myself visible again when there was nobody looking. It was very easy. I killed a man I passed on the street the next day.
