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One of these waifs would start out in the mornlno; and visit all the law offices  ; then he would hang around the courts and public offices ; or he would go from shop to shop begging a situation. Only give him something- to do, soniethino; on which to feed the fire of his ambition, and no matter how hard the work or how small the pay he would gladly under- take it. Give him a trial; he was apt and honest, and he must soon have work or starve. Day after day, from morning till night, and every day for weeks and months, with heart in liis throat, and big shame- faced tears now and then slipping out from under his eye-lashes, his very soul sinking within him, he would make his mournful rounds. All was life and bustle, and merry money-making; fortune's favorites jostled him as they hurried past ; only he with stifled long- ings was doomed to walk the streets like a beggar and an outcast. Yet not alone, for there were hun- dreds of others like him, every steamer emptjdng out a fresh supply, and the merchants could not furnish places for twenty applicants a day. Often a hundred of these sad earnest faces mio-ht have been seen stand- ing at one time, at seven o'clock in the morning, be- fore a store waiting for the door to open in order to answer an advertisement for a bookkeeper. At leno-th heart-sick and diso-usted they would scatter off, some finally to do the work of porter or day- laborer, or to drive a cart or milk- wagon, or to work on a farm ; others, and by far the larger number, go- ins; to the mines. There the wanderer, standinsf in the cold runnino; snow-stream of the Sierra, workinsf in the river-beds or on the canon-side until his limbs are numb and sharp rheumatic pains shoot through his shoulders, at night tossing in sleepless unrest on his hard bed, or gazing in heartful self-pity on the stars thinking of home, with crushed enthusiasm frets his days and nights away, at morning wishing it were night and at night wishing the morning were come, broodino- over his lost estate and the unrewarded