VII.
Having found no elucidation in science, I began to look for it in life, hoping to find it in the men who surrounded me. I began to observe the people such as I, to see how they lived about me and what attitude they. assumed to the question that had brought me to the point of despair.
This is what I found in people who were in the same position as myself through their education and manner of life.
I found that for people of my circle there were four ways out from the terrible condition in which we all are.
The first way out is through ignorance. It consists in not knowing, not understanding that life is evil and meaningless. People of this category—mostly women or very young or very dull persons—have not yet come to understand that question of life which presented itself to Schopenhauer, Solomon, and Buddha. They see neither the dragon that awaits them, nor the mice that are nibbling at the roots of the bushes to which they are holding on, and continue to lick the honey. But they lick the honey only till a certain time: something will direct their attention to the dragon and the mice, and there will be an end to their licking. From them I can learn nothing,—it is impossible to stop knowing what you know.
The second way out is through Epicureanism. It consists in this, that, knowing the hopelessness of life, one
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