They approach, or recede from, the shades of that dark alliance, in proportion to the probable motives and prospects of the offender, and the palliations, known or secret, of the offence; in proportion as the temptations to it were potent from the first, and the resistance to it, in act or in effort, was earnest to the last. For my own part, without breach of truth or modesty, I may affirm, that my life has been, on the whole, the life of a philosopher: from my birth I was made an intellectual creature; and intellectual in the highest sense my pursuits and pleasures have been, even in my school-boy days. If opium-eating be a sensual pleasure, and if I am bound to confess that I have indulged in it to an excess, not yet recorded[1] of any other man, it is no less true, that I have struggled against this fascinating enthralment with a religious zeal, and have, at length, accom-
- ↑ 'Not yet recorded,' I say: for there is one celebrated man of the present day, who if all be true which is reported of him, has greatly exceeded me in quantity.
