"But do you expect me to get in beside you and drive off there with you. Think of it!"
The feeling of disgust and aversion came back after the momentary distraction of Pavel Pavlovitch's chatter about his future bride. In another minute he would have turned him out. He even felt angry with himself for some reason.
"Do, Alexey Ivanovitch, do, and you won’t regret it!" Pavel Pavlovitch implored him in a voice fraught with feeling. "No, no, no! he waved his hands, catching an impatient and determined gesture from Velchaninov. “Alexey Ivanovitch, Alexey Ivanovitch, wait a bit before you decide! I see that you have perhaps misunderstood me. Of course, I know only too well that you cannot be to me, nor I to you . . . that we're not comrades; I am not so absurd as not to understand that. And that the favour I'm asking of you will not pledge you to anything in the future. And, indeed, I'm going away after to-morrow altogether, absolutely; just as though nothing had happened. Let this day be a solitary exception. I have come to you resting my hopes on the generosity of the special feelings of your heart, Alexey Ivanovitch—those feelings whichmight of late have been awakened. . . . I think I'm speaking clearly, am I not?"
Pavel Pavlovitch’s agitation reached an extreme point. Velchaninov looked at him strangely.
"You ask for some service from me?" he questioned, hesitatingly, "and are very insistent about it. That strikes me as suspicious; I should like to know more about it."
"The only service is that you should come with me. And afterwards, on our way back, I will unfold all to you as though at confession. Alexey Ivanovitch, believe me!"
But Velchaninov still refused, and the more stubbornly because he was conscious of an oppressive and malignant impulse. This evil impulse had been faintly stirring within him from the very beginning, ever since Pavel Pavlovitch had talked of his future bride: whether it was simply curiosity, or some other quite obscure prompting, he felt tempted to consent. And the more he felt tempted, the more he resisted. He sat with his elbow on one hand, and hesitated.
Pavel Pavlovitch beside him kept coaxing and persuading.
"Very good, I'll come," he consented all at once, uneasily and almost apprehensively, getting up from his seat.
Pavel Pavlovitch was extremely delighted.
