A Case of Child Murder
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- Asa.—Yes Sir, I am better now,—I don’t know what was the matter with me; but I have heard what you have said, and now I know that I was wrong, unpardonably wrong. In the future, I will do my utmost to do what is right, so for mercy’s sake pardon me, I say. (Noticing Tsugi) Oh, Miss; when I first came here tonight I frightened you a little—I am so sorry. I have committed a very wicked deed, and so I was too timid and frightened to enter your house. When you first saw me, I was striving hard to assume a nonchalant air, but it was impossible. And when I entered your father’s house, I became so frightened. My baby’s face haunts me night and day, and, wherever I go, I seem to see it. When I am at my work, helping to drive in a post for the foundation of some building, I feel that I am striking cruel blows on my darling’s head. I cannot stand it, and it makes me desperate. If I am arrested now, all will be lost; therefore I came to see your father, and to get his kind help and advice. (She look at her hands, and seeing the cords have been removed from her wrists) Sir, you are kind indeed to take those ropes from my wrists. Oh, Sir, how shall I ever be able to thank you enough? (She bows her head several times in gratefulness.)
- Koyama.—(Remains silent.)
- Asa.—(Turning to Tsugi) Miss, I am saved, saved! I am now saved from the worst that could happen to me. (Tsugi hangs her head because she cannot
