barts. Hitherto, since their marriage, hardly a thought had passed through her mind which she had not shared with her husband. But now all this had come upon her so suddenly that she was unable to think whether it would be well that she should become the depositary of such a secret—not to be mentioned to Lucy's brother, not to be mentioned to her own husband. But who ever yet was offered a secret and declined it? Who, at least, ever declined a love secret? What sister could do so? Mrs. Robarts therefore gave the promise, smoothing Lucy's hair as she did so, and kissing her forehead and looking into her eyes, which, like a rainbow, were the brighter for her tears. "And what has he said to you, Lucy?"
"What? Only this, that he asked me to be his wife."
"Lord Lufton proposed to you?"
"Yes; proposed to me! It is not credible, is it? You can not bring yourself to believe that such a thing happened, can you?" And Lucy rose again to her feet as the idea of the scorn with which she felt that others would treat her—with which she herself treated herself—made the blood rise to her cheek. "And yet it is not a dream. I think that it is not a dream. I think that he really did."
"Think, Lucy!"
"Well, I may say that I am sure."
"A gentleman would not make you a formal proposal, and leave you in doubt as to what he meant."
"Oh dear, no. There was no doubt at all of that kind—none in the least. Mr. Smith, in asking Miss Jones to do him the honor of becoming Mrs. Smith, never spoke more plainly. I was alluding to the possibility of having dreamt it all."
"Lucy!"
"Well, it was not a dream. Here, standing here, on this very spot, on that flower of the carpet, he begged me a dozen times to be his wife. I wonder whether you and Mark would let me cut it out and keep it."
"And what answer did you make to him?"
"I lied to him, and told him that I did not love him."
"You refused him?"
"Yes, I refused a live lord. There is some satisfaction in having that to think of, is there not? Fanny, was I wicked to tell that falsehood?"
"And why did you refuse him?"