On the Bright Shore
man, terrible, almost wild, this representative of a sect of whose tremendous energy fabulous tales were related in her social circle, seemed demonic, so different from all men whom she had seen up to that time, that she was seized with ecstasy. Her nerves were greedy of novelty. She thought, too, that in case of resistance the adventure might take on proportions altogether unforeseen, and turn into a scandal; for that lunatic was really ready for anything.
But Kresovich continued, covering her face with his burning breath,—
"I love, and I have nothing to lose. I have lost health, I have destroyed my future, and have demeaned myself!—I have nothing to lose! Do you understand? To me it is all one whether at your call ten men run in here or a hundred; for you it is not all one! Afterward I shall go; and the secret will be lost—I swear!"
Pani Elzen cared only for preserving appearances, which the hypocritical woman always tries to preserve and to deceive herself.
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