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Prayers and Meditations.

To rise at eight.

To be temperate in Food.

This year has past with so little improvement, that I doubt whether I have not [rather] impaired than encreased my Learning[1]. To this omission some external causes have contributed. In the Winter I was distressed by a cough, in the Summer an inflammation fell upon my useful eye from which it has not yet, I fear, recovered. In the Autumn I took a journey to the Hebrides, but my mind was not free from perturbation[2]. Yet the chief cause of my deficiency has been a life immethodical and unsettled, which breaks all purposes, confounds and suppresses memory, and perhaps leaves too much leisure to imagination[3]. O Lord, have mercy upon me.

Jan. 9, 1774.

107.

Nov. 27. Advent Sunday. I considered that this day, being the beginning of the ecclesiastical year, was a proper time for a new course of life. I began to read the Greek Testament regularly at 160 verses every Sunday. This day I began the Acts.

In this week I read Virgil's Pastorals. I learned to repeat the Pollio and Gallus. I read carelessly the first Georgick[4].

108.

Apr. 13 [1775], Maundy Thursday[5].

Of the use of time or of my commendation of myself I thought no more, but lost life in restless nights and broken days, till this week awakened my attention.

  1. Quoted in the Life, ii. 271.
  2. 'He said to me often,' writes Boswell, 'that the time he spent in this tour was the pleasantest part of his life.' Ib. v. 405.
  3. He wrote to Boswell on Nov. 16, 1776:—'I believe it is best to throw life into a method, that every hour may bring its employment, and every employment have its hour . . . I have not practised all this prudence myself, but I have suffered much for want of it.' Ib. iii. 94.
  4. Life, ii. 288.
  5. The day before Good Friday. Johnson in his Dictionary gives Maundy as the spelling, and quotes Spelman's derivation 'from mande, a hand-basket, in which the king was accustomed to give alms to the poor.' Mr. Skeat, in his Etymological Dictionary, deriving the word

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