LETTERS OF A JAVANESE PRINCESS
Then I began to think that if I did write upon serious subjects, I should have the whole native world against me; if I became a teacher, the people would not trust their children to me. I should be called crazy. The idea of serving our cause with my pen is so dear to me, and yet picture to yourself a school without children, a teacher without pupils!
But we have not gone as far as that. We must have education first. For that we must first obtain Father's permission, and.then we have to present our petition to the Governor General.
We must not count too much upon the success of our suit. And if it should fail, God, what then? There remains only one thing for us, to become accoucheuses; we should then have to give up our hope of being examples and of lighting the way for others, for then we could be of service only to a few. But we think that would be far better than just to be book-keepers, apothecaries' apprentices, or something of that kind. Work in which our lives should be so barren, so empty, we should be living only for ourselves, and we want to live for the good of society as a whole.
I have information about the Government school of Obstetrics at Amsterdam, where one can be educated for that profession absolutely free of charge. We should have to have the help of Prof. Hector Treub.
The course lasts two years. How should we be able to get to Europe? We do not know. Some way must be found.
We will not go into that, until we have exhausted every means in our power towards the carrying out of our other plans.
Alas, if we could but get into communication with our own educated young men, men like Abdulli Rival and others, and win their sympathy for our cause. When will the time come when boys and girls, men and
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