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better our situation. Again I began to yield to utter despair-again I thought of letting go my hold, and sinking at once: it is impossible, thought I, (illegible text)en to escape- why, then, prolong, for a few minutes, a painful existance that must at last be given? Yet, yet, the all-subduing love of life suggesting, that many things apparently impossible had (illegible text) me to pass; and I said to myself, If life is to be (illegible text), why not lose it in a glorious struggle? Should (illegible text) survive it by accident, life will be rendered doubtless sweet to me, and I still more worthy of it by persevering fortitude.

"While I was employed in this train of reflection, I perceived some of the people collecting together, talking, and holding a consultation: it immediately occurred to me, that they were devising the plan for escaping from the wreck, and getting (illegible text): and, so natural is it for man to cling to fellow creature for support in difficult or dangerous exigences, that I proposed to Mr. Hall to join (illegible text)m, and take a share in the execution of the plan observing to him at the same time that I was determined at all events to quit the vessel, and trust the protection and guidance of a superintending providence for the rest.

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