‘Oftentimes I have found in those of my own sex more gentleness, grace, and purity, than in myself; but seldom the heroism which I feel within my own breast. I blame not those who think the heart cannot bleed because it is so strong; but little they dream of what lies concealed beneath the determined courage. Yet mine has been the Spartan sternness, smiling while it hides the wound. I long rather for the Christian spirit, which even on the cross prays, “Father, forgive them,” and rises above fortitude to heavenly satisfaction.’
‘Remember that only through aspirations, which
sometimes make me what is called unreasonable, have I been
enabled to vanquish unpropitious circumstances, and
save my soul alive.’
‘All the good I have ever done has been by calling on
every nature for its highest. I will admit that
sometimes I have been wanting in gentleness, but never in
tenderness, nor in noble faith.’
‘The heart which hopes and dares is also accessible
to terror, and this falls upon it like a thunderbolt. It
can never defend itself at the moment, it is so surprised.
There is no defence but to strive for an equable temper
of courageous submission, of obedient energy, that shall
make assault less easy to the foe.
‘This is the dart within the heart, as well as I can tell it: — At moments, the music of the universe, which daily I am upheld by hearing, seems to stop. I fall like a bird when the sun is eclipsed, not looking for such darkness. The sense of my individual law — that lamp of life — flickers. I am repelled in what is
