Lucy shook her head. She looked shyly up at him in her timidity; but she answered truthfully still:
“I shall be sorry; not glad.”
“Sorry! Why should you be sorry, Lucy?” and his voice insensibly assumed a tone of gentleness. “You cannot have cared for me; for the companionship of a half dead fellow, like myself!”
Lucy rallied her courage. “Perhaps it was because you were half dead that I cared for you,” she answered.
“I suppose it was,” mused Lionel, aloud, his thoughts cast back to the past. “I will bid you good-by now, Lucy, while we are alone. Believe me that I part from you with regret; that I do heartily thank you for all you have been to me.”
Lucy looked up at him, a yearning, regretful sort of look, and her eyelashes grew wet. Lionel had her hand in his, and was looking down at her.
“Lucy, I do think you are sorry to part with me!” he exclaimed.
“Just a little,” she answered.
If you, good, grave sir, had been stoical enough to resist the up-turned face, Lionel was not. He bent his lips and left a kiss upon it.
“Keep it until we meet again,” he whispered.
Jan came in while they were at breakfast.
“I can’t stop a minute,” were his words when Decima asked him why he did not sit down. “I thought I’d run up and say good-by to Lionel, but I am wanted in all directions. Mrs. Verner has sent for me, and there are the regular patients.”
“Dr. West attends Mrs. Verner, Jan,” said Decima.
“He did,” replied Jan. “It is to be myself, now. West is gone.”
“Gone!” was the universal echo. And Jan gave an explanation.
It was received in silence. The rumours affecting Dr. West had reached Deerham Court.
“What is the matter with Mrs. Verner?” asked Lionel. “She appeared as well as usual when I quitted her last night.”
“I don’t know that there’s anything more the matter with her than usual,” returned Jan, sitting down on a side-table. “She has been going in some time for apoplexy.”
“Oh, Jan!” uttered Lucy.
“So she has, Miss Lucy,—as Dr. West has said. I have not attended her.”
“Has she been told it, Jan?”
“Where’s the good of telling her?” asked Jan. “She knows it fast enough. She’d not forego a meal, if she saw the fit coming on before night. Tynn came round to me, just now, and said his mistress felt poorly. The Australian mail is in,” continued Jan, passing to another subject.
“Is it?” cried Decima.
Jan nodded.
“I met the postman as I was coming out, and he told me. I suppose there’ll be news from Fred and Sibylla.”
After this little item of information, which called the colour into Lucy’s cheek—she best knew why—but which Lionel appeared to listen to impassively, Jan got off the table:
“Good-by, Lionel,” said he, holding out his hand.
“What’s your hurry, Jan?” asked Lionel.
“Ask my patients,” responded Jan. “I am off the first thing to Mrs. Verner, and then shall take my round. I wish you luck, Lionel.”
“Thank you, Jan,” said Lionel. “Nothing less than the woolsack, of course.”
“My gracious!” said literal Jan. “I say, Lionel, I’d not count upon that. If only one in a thousand gets to the woolsack, and all the lot expect it, what an amount of heart-burning must be wasted.”
“Right, Jan. Only let me lead my circuit, and I shall deem myself lucky.”
“How long will it take you before you can accomplish that?” asked Jan. “Twenty years?”
A shade crossed Lionel’s countenance. That he was beginning late in life, none knew better than he. Jan bade him farewell, and departed for Verner’s Pride.
Lady Verner was down before Lionel went. He intended to take the quarter past ten o’clock train.
“When are we to meet again?” she asked, holding her hand in his.
“I will come home to see you soon, mother.”
“Soon! I don’t like the vague word,” returned Lady Verner. “Why cannot you come for Christmas?”
“Christmas! I shall scarcely have gone.”
“You will come, Lionel?”
“Very well, mother. As you wish it, I will.”
A crimson flush—a flush of joy—rose to Lucy’s countenance. Lionel happened to have glanced at her. I wonder what he thought of it!
His luggage had gone on, and he walked with a hasty step to the station. The train came in two minutes after he reached it. Lionel took his ticket and stepped into a first-class carriage.
All was ready. The whistle sounded, and the guard had one foot on his van-step, when a shouting and commotion was heard. “Stop! Stop!” Lionel, like others, looked out, and beheld the long legs of his brother Jan come flying along the platform. Before Lionel had well known what was the matter, or had gathered in the hasty news, Jan had pulled him out of the carriage, and the train went shrieking on without him.
“There goes my luggage, and here am I and my ticket!” cried Lionel. “You have done a pretty thing, Jan. What do you say?”
“It’s all true, Lionel. She was crying over the letters when I got there. And pretty well I have raced back to stop your journey. Of course you will not go away now. He’s dead.”
“I don’t understand yet,” gasped Lionel, feeling, however, that he did understand.
“Not understand,” repeated Jan. “It’s easy enough. Fred Massingbird’s dead, poor fellow; he died of fever three weeks after they landed: and you are master of Verner’s Pride.”
