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TO ONE WHO WAS TRIED
I read you thus, sweet friend, and noble woman,
Strong in your weakness, loving in your pain;
Holding this true as Christ's own precious teaching,
Bliss through another's anguish fails of gain,—
And hopes, whose rainbow arch o'er curves crushed longings,—
Another's longings, are but dreamings vain.

I read you hold this true, and so, when meeting,
A test to prove you in this proffered choice;
Through the sweet under-current of your being,
1 think you heard a gently-cadenced voice
Bidding you take Christ's starry lamp of guidance,
Denying self, that others might rejoice.

I think I know, how, in your fond caressing,
You held that gentle friend with circling arm,
Rejoicing you were strong to aid her weakness,
And guide her from the thorny ways of harm;
And how, with hand upon your heart, you stilled its throbbings,
Yielding to her what made life's sweetest charm.

I know, how, in your fancies of the future,
A happy home rose as a picture fair,
Where love stood watchman o'er a flower-wreathed entrance,
And little children claimed your tender care;
And all the joys a woman's fond heart yearns for
Fell like a crown of blessings to your share.

And all this bliss that golden ring betokened,
That proffered ring that you might call your own;
And that rich roll of gold that symboled to you
The wealth of love that should be yours alone,—
If only you could stifle the remembrance
Another's heart must throb a ceaseless moan.

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