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"The happiness of my full heart
  When in thy presence it doth stay,
Hath always driven every thought
   Of other years away;
But in thy absence I have deemed—
  And when thou art here I still forget—
That I would ask thee of thy life
   Before we haply met.
I know by thy high, princely brow.
  And by thy proudly fervid eye.
And by thy winning eloquence,
   Thy destiny was high."

"Well, listen, love, and I will tell a part—
All that I think of in my wayward life.
Before it found a home in thy pure heart.
Secure from restlessness and pain and strife:
When thou art wearied, close thy starry eyes.
And I will cease to prate of sterner themes.
And sing to thee such quaint, old melodies
As will fill thy soft sleep with radiant dreams.

"I was ambitious once! a thought of fame
Filled all my spirit with a restless pain,
And all I sighed for was a deathless name!
By day and night that sound haunted ray brain.
Until my pulses caught my heart's unrest.
And on my forehead burned a feverish heat.
And a strange fire seemed kindled in my breast
Which rose and quivered with its every beat.

"But how to win the deathlessness I sought
Was what I mused on in the midnight hour—
Until there came a grand, aspiring thought
Of oratory's irresistible power.
The sudden thought was eager, wild, and high.
Yet proudly swelled my strong and restless soul,—
I felt the fire flash from my kindling eye.
While to my burning lip a quiver stole.