“I dunno,” he said. “I feel anyhow or nohow, ma.”
He called her “ma” already in his boyish fashion.
“Are you sure they’re good lodgings?” she asked.
“Yes—yes. Only—it’s a winder when you have to pour your own tea out—an’ nobody to grouse if you team it in your saucer and sup it up. It somehow takes a’ the taste out of it.”
Mrs. Morel laughed.
“And so it knocks you up?” she said.
“I dunno. I want to get married,” he blurted, twisting his fingers and looking down at his boots. There was a silence.
“But,” she exclaimed, “I thought you said you’d wait another year.”
“Yes, I did say so,” he replied stubbornly.
Again she considered.
“And you know,” she said, “Annie’s a bit of a spendthrift. She’s saved no more than eleven pounds. And I know, lad, you haven’t had much chance.”
He coloured up to the ears.
“I’ve got thirty-three quid,” he said.
“It doesn’t go far,” she answered.
He said nothing, but twisted his fingers.
“And you know,” she said, “I’ve nothing——”
“I didn’t want, ma!” he cried, very red, suffering and remonstrating.
“No, my lad, I know. I was only wishing I had. And take away five pounds for the wedding and things—it leaves twenty-nine pounds. You won’t do much on that.”
He twisted still, impotent, stubborn, not looking up.
“But do you really want to get married?” she asked. “Do you feel as if you ought?”
He gave her one straight look from his blue eyes.
“Yes,” he said.
“Then,” she replied, “we must all do the best we can for it, lad.”
The next time he looked up there were tears in his eyes.
“I don’t want Annie to feel handicapped,” he said, struggling.
“My lad,” she said, “you’re steady—you’ve got a decent place. If a man had needed me I’d have married him on his last week’s wages. She may find it a bit hard to start humbly. Young girls are like that. They look forward to the fine home they think they’ll have. But I had expensive furniture. It’s not everything.”
So the wedding took place almost immediately. Arthur
