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you at last, confronted with him in his difference, so cruelly didn't, my dear—well, he must have been, you see, less dreadful to me. And it may have pleased him that I pitied him."
She was beside him on her feet, but still holding his hand—still with her arm supporting him. But though it all brought for him thus a dim light, "You 'pitied' him? " he grudgingly, resentfully asked.
"He has been unhappy, he has been ravaged," she said.
"And haven't I been unhappy? Am not I—you've only to look at me!—ravaged?"
"Ah I don't say I like him better," she granted after a thought. "But he's grim, he's worn—and things have happened to him. He doesn't make shift, for sight, with your charming monocle."
"No"—it struck Brydon: "I couldn't have sported mine 'downtown.' They'd have guyed me there."
"His great convex pince-nez—I saw it, I recognised the kind—is for his poor ruined sight. And his poor right hand———!"
"Ah!" Brydon winced—whether for his proved identity or for his lost fingers. Then, "He has a million a year," he lucidly added. "But he hasn't you."
"And he isn't—no, he isn't—you!" she murmured as he drew her to his breast.
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