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I02 Analysis 30-35. Apology, cease to follow in obedience to the god, even if a thousand deaths Analysis. await him. He is desirous that they should let him live — not for his own sake, but for theirs; because he is their heaven-sent friend (and 31 they will never have such another), or, as he may be ludicrously described, he is the gadfly who stirs the generous steed into motion. Why then has he never taken part in public affairs ? Because the familiar divine voice has hindered him ; if he had been a pubhc man, and had fought for the right, as he would certainly have fought against the many, he would not have lived, and could therefore have done no good. Twice in public matters 32 he has risked his life for the sake of justice — once at the trial of the generals ; and again in resistance to the tyrannical com- mands of the Thirty. But, though not a public man, he has passed his days in in- structing the citizens without fee or reward — this was his mission. Whether his disciples have turned out well or ill, he cannot justly be charged with the result, for he never promised to teach them 33 anything. They might come if they liked, and they might stay away if they liked : and they did come, because they found an amusement in hearing the pretenders to wisdom detected. If they have been corrupted, their elder relatives (if not themselves) might surely come into court and witness against him, and there is an opportunity still for them to appear. But their fathers 34 and brothers all appear in court (including ' this ' Plato), to witness on his behalf; and if their relatives are corrupted, at least they are uncorrupted ; 'and they are my witnesses. For they know that I am speaking the truth, and that Meletus is lying.' This is about all that he has to say. He will not entreat the judges to spare his life ; neither will he present a spectacle of weeping children, although he, too, is not made of ' rock or oak.' 35 Some of the judges themselves may have complied with this practice on similar occasions, and he trusts that they will not be angry with him for not following their example. But he feels that such conduct brings discredit on the name of Athens : he feels, too, that the judge has sworn not to give away justice ; and he cannot be guilty of the impiety of asking the judge to break his
oath, when he is himself being tried for impiety.