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"TO RICHARD TREADWELL, PERSONAL."
marriage since I was a boy, and I was resolved that nothing should balk me now that it was in my grasp.
I was determined to take fate into my own hands.
Finding I could not quiet Lucille, I concluded to rid myself of all responsibility in her case.
Call me base if you will!
Was I doing more than hundreds of men are doing in New York to-day!
Had I done more than hundreds—aye, thousands—of men have done in New York?
You are a man of education and means; denounce me if you have never sinned likewise.
Let any New York man of education, leisure and money denounce me, if any there are who have not likewise blundered.
It was only a matter of a few days' amusement, harmless if it ended quietly.
