wishing to see my father, my family, or even the sweet Emily. It however occurred to me, that the same agent who could advance money, could forward a letter; and a letter I wrote, expressing all I felt. No answer was returned; but as the letter never came back, I was convinced it was received, and occasionally sent others, the contents of which my readers will, no doubt, feel obliged to me for suppressing, love-letters being of all things in the world the most stupid, except to the parties concerned.
As I was not to see my Eugenia, I was delighted to hear that we were again to be sent on active service. The Scheldt- Expedition was preparing, and our frigate was to be in the advance; but our gallant and favourite captain was not to go with us; an acting captain was appointed, and every exertion was used to have the ship ready. The town in the mean time was as crowded with soldiers as Spithead and the harbour was with transports. Late in July, we sailed, having two gun-boats in tow, which we
