"Why, you tiresome little monkey, can't you even come to church without pulling the place to bits?"
His voice was harsh and cat-like, he was blind to the child. She shrank away in childish anguish and dread. What was it, what awful thing was it?
The mother turned with her calm, almost superb manner.
"What has she done, then?"
"Done? She shall go in the church no more, pulling and littering and destroying."
The wife slowly rolled her eyes and lowered her eyelids.
"What has she destroyed, then?"
He did not know.
"I've just had Mrs. Wilkinson at me," he cried, "with a list of things she's done."
Ursula withered under the contempt and anger of the "she," as he spoke of her.
"Send Mrs. Wilkinson here to me with a list of the things she's done," said Anna. "I am the one to hear that.
"It's not the things the child has done," continued the mother, "that have put you out so much, it's because you can't bear being spoken to by that old woman. But you haven't the courage to turn on her when she attacks you, you bring your rage here."
He relapsed into silence. Ursula knew that he was wrong. In the outside, upper world, he was wrong. Already came over the child the cold sense of the impersonal world. There she knew her mother was right. But still her heart clamoured after her father, for him to be right, in his dark, sensuous underworld. But he was angry, and went his way in blackness and brutal silence again.
The child ran about absorbed in life, quiet, full of amusement. She did not notice things, nor changes nor alterations. One day she would find daisies in the grass, another day, apple-blossoms would be sprinkled white on the ground, and she would run among it, for pleasure because it was there. Yet again birds would be pecking at the cherries, her father would throw cherries down from the tree all round her on the garden. Then the fields were full of hay.
She did not remember what had been nor what would be, the outside things were there each day. She was always herself, the world outside was accidental. Even her mother was accidental to her: a condition that happened to endure.
