"You know that I don't sleep at night?"
"Yes."
Miss Gabrielle looked towards the door.
"Is it shut?" she asked, excitedly "Of course it is."
She came close to me, her voice dropped to a hoarse whisper, her face turned not only white but grey.
"I can stand it no longer," she said. "I'll tell you the truth. You wouldn't sleep either if you were me. "My father isn't dead!"
"Nonsense," I replied. "You must control such imaginings, Miss Gabrielle, or you will really get into a very unhealthy condition of mind."
"That's what mother says when I speak to her," replied the child. "But I tell you, this thing is true. My father is not dead. I know it."
"How can you possibly know it?" I asked.
"I have seen him—there!"
"You have seen your father!—but he died six months ago?"
"Yes. He died—and was buried, and I went to his funeral. But all the same he is not dead now."
"My dear young lady," I said, in as soothing a tone as I could assume, "you are the victim of what is called a hallucination. You have felt your father's death very acutely."
"I have. I loved him beyond words. He was so kind, so affectionate, so good to me. It almost broke my heart when he died. I thought I could never be happy again. Mother was as wretched as myself. There weren't two more miserable people in the wide world. It seemed impossible to either of us to smile or be cheerful again. I began to sleep badly, for I cried so much, and my eyes ached, and I did not care for lessons any more."
"All these feelings will pass," I replied; "they are natural, but time will abate their violence."
"You think so?" said the girl, with a strange smile. "Now let me go on with my story: It was at Christmas time I first saw my father. We live in an old house at Brixton. It has a walled-in garden. I was standing by my window about midnight. I had been in bed for an hour or more, but I could not sleep. The house was perfectly quiet. I got out of bed and went to the window and drew up the blind. I stood by the window and looked out into the garden, which was covered with snow. There, standing under the window, with his arms folded, was father. He stood perfectly still, and turned his head slowly, first in the direction of my room and then in that of mother's. He stood there for quite five minutes, and then walked across the grass into the shelter of the shrubbery. I put a cloak on and rushed downstairs. I unbolted the front door and went into the garden. I shouted my father's name and ran into the shrubbery to look for him, but he wasn't there, and I think I fainted. When I came to myself I was in bed and mother was bending over me. Her face was all blistered as if she had been crying terribly. I told her that I had just seen father, and she said it was a dream."
"So it was," I replied.
Miss Gabrielle's dark brows were knit in some pain.
"I did not think you would take that commonplace view," she responded.
"I am sorry I have offended you," I answered. "Girls like you do have bad dreams when they are in trouble, and those dreams are often so vivid, that they mistake them for realities."
"Very well, then, I have had more of those vivid dreams. I have seen my father again. The last time I saw him he was in the house. It was about a month ago. As usual, I could not sleep, and I went downstairs quite late to get the second volume of a novel which interested me. There was father walking across the passage. His back was to me. He opened the study door and went in. He shut it behind him. I rushed to it in order to open it and follow him. It was locked, and though I screamed through the key-hole, no one replied to me. Mother found me kneeling by the study door and shouting through the key-hole to father. She was up and dressed, which seemed strange at so late an hour. She took me upstairs and put me to bed, and pretended to be angry with me, but when I told her that I had seen father she burst into the most awful bitter tears and said:—
"'Oh, Gabrielle, he is dead—dead—quite dead!'
"'Then he comes here from the dead,' I said. 'No, he is not dead. I have just seen him.'
"'My poor child,' said mother, 'I must take you to a good doctor without delay. You must not get this thing on your brain.'
"'Very well,' I replied; 'I am quite willing to see Dr. Mackenzie.'"
I interrupted the narrative to inquire who Dr. Mackenzie was.
