352 SILAS JACKSON
He wondered if he would ever be like them, and
felt very hopeless as the question presented itself
to him.
They were a little prone to laugh at him, but he was so humble and so sensible that he thought he must be laughable; so he laughed a little shamefacedly at himself, and only tried the harder to imitate his companions. Once when he dropped a dish upon the floor, he held his breath in consternation, but when he found that no one paid any attention to it, he picked it up and went his way.
He was tired that night, more tired than ploughing had ever made him, and was thankful when Smith proposed to show him at once to the rooms apportioned to the servants. Here he sank down and fell’ into a doze as soon as his companion left him with the remark that he had some studying todo. He found afterward that Smith was only a temporary employee at the Springs, coming there during the vacations of the schoo! which he attended, in order to eke out the amount which it cost him for his education. Silas thought this a very wonderful thing at first, but when he grew wiser, as he did finally, he took the point of view of most of his fellows and
