“I will try to make some one else happy in memory of the miseries which I have endured.”
“You have done nothing all your life but made others happy. You cannot help doing it,” said he. The darkness made it more easy for him to break through the reserve which was habitual with him. “You need this rough schooling far less than any of us. How could your character be changed for the better?”
“You show how little you know me. I have been very selfish and thoughtless.”
“At least you had no need for all these strong emotions. You were sufficiently alive without them. Now it has been different with me.”
“Why did you need emotions, Mr. Stephens?”
“Because anything is better than stagnation. Pain is better than stagnation. I have only just begun to live. Hitherto I have been a machine upon the earth’s surface. I was a one-ideaed man, and a one-ideaed man is only one remove from a dead man. That is what I have only just begun to realise. For all these years I have never been stirred, never felt a real throb of human emotion pass through me. I had
