was not then unpleasant, and the less so because it was a source of gratification to my friends.
I had been through the winter wilderness and delivered the hostile message of the King's governor. It was seemingly no great matter. But as I reflect, I perceive that whatever I did then or later gave me such importance in the eyes of men as led on to my being considered for the greater tasks of life. Mr. J, who much disliked General H, once wrote of him that he was like a pawn in the game of chess, and was pushed on by mere luck, until he suddenly found himself on the far line of the board with the powers of royalty. This was said with bitterness not long ago, when I insisted he should command under me, at the time we were threatened with a French war. I am not, however, of the opinion that good fortune alone presides over the destinies either of men or nations, for often in after days I have had cause to believe that an intending Providence was concerned in the events of the great war.
As soon as I had made an end of my business with the governor, I visited my mother, and thence rode to Mount Vernon.
