- ors served only to give opportunity for loss
of life. This was especially in connection with the last letter we received, after the dismal failure of the attack on Cartagena. He wrote:
Honoured and dear Father: What with dissensions
between the General Wentworth and
Admiral Vernon, who was, as we think, not to
blame, we have come away, leaving the Spaniards
to crow, and our Colonel Gooch ill at Jamaica.
When I am to have another dose of glory I pray
to have better doctors.
We were to storm Fort Lazaro—which must mean Lazarus—at night. But we were too long getting there, or the guides treacherous, and the ladders too short and no sufficient breach. This Lazarus fort was too much alive, but we were actually on the rampart when Colonel Grant was killed, and we were driven back in sad confusion, and half of us, a good thousand, killed or wounded for want of forethought. I came off with no more hurt than to be so spent that I had no breath to curse the folly for which so many brave men died. The climate was worse than the dons, and we took ship with our tails between our legs and some two thousand shaking with agues and racked with fever.
When I heard this I jumped up and said
I wished I could have been there, upon
