you will, for the first time, know those strong, plain
men, your brothers, who from a distance have fed you
until now ; and to your surprise you will find in them
such qualities as you have never known : such modesty^
such kindness to yourself as you will feel you have not
deserved.
Instead of the contempt or scorn you expected, you will meet with such kindness, such gratitude and respect for having — after living on them and despising them all your life — at last recollected yourself, and with unskilled hands tried to help them.
You will see that what seemed to you like an island on which you were saved from the sea that threatened to engulf you, was a marsh in which you were sinking ; and the sea you feared, was dry land on which you will walk firmly, quietly^ and happily ; as must be the case, for from a deception (into which you did not enter of your own wish, but into which you were led) you Avill escape to the truth, and from the evasion of God's purpose you will pass to its performance.
[1884.]
