THOUGHTS FROM PRIVATE LEITERS 367
to speak, the boundary limiting the free development of our spirit.
Matter is the limit of spirit. But true life is the destruction of this limitation.
In this understanding of life lies the very essence of the understanding of truth — that essence which gives man the consciousness of eternal life.
Materialists mistake that which limits life, for life itself.
The Scaffolding.
We must remind ourselves as often as possible that our true life is not this external, material life that passes before our eyes here on earth, but that it is the inner life of our spirit, for which the visible life serves only as a scaffolding — a necessary aid to our spiritual growth. The scaiFolding itself is only of temporary importance, and, after it has served its purpose, is no longer wanted, but even becomes a hindrance.
Seeing before him an enormously high and elabo- rately constructed scaffolding, while the building itself only just shows above its foundations, man is apt to make the mistake of attaching more importance to the scaffolding than to the building for the sake of which, alone, this temporary scaffolding has been put up.
We must remind ourselves and one another, that the scaffolding has no meaning or importance, except to make possible the erection of the building itself.
The Life of the Spirit.
TTiere are moments when one ceases to believe in spiritual life.
This is not unbelief, but rather periods of belief in physical life.
A man suddenly begins to be afraid of death. This always happens when something has befogged him, and he once more begins to believe that bodily life is real life, just as in a theatre you may forget yourself, and think that what you see on the stage is actually
