AN EASY FAST 149
The difficulty lies in the drinking! I mean, in the not drinking. "If I" (thinks Chayyim Chaikin) "allowed myself one glass of water a day, I could fast a whole week till Sabbath."
You think I say that for fun ? Not at all ! Chayyirn Chaikin is a man of his word. When he says a thing, it's said and done! The whole week preceding the Ninth of Ab he ate nothing, he lived on water.
Who should notice? His wife, poor thing, is sick, the elder children are out all day in the factory, and the younger ones do not understand. Fradke and Beilke only know when they are hungry (and they are always hungry), the heart yearns within them, and they want to eat.
"To-day you shall have an extra piece of bread," says the father, and cuts his own in two, and Fradke and Beilke stretch out their dirty little hands for it, and are overjoyed.
"Tatinke, you are not eating," remark the elder girls at supper, "this is not a fast day!"
"And no more do I fast!" replies the father, and thinks: "That was a take-in, but not a lie, because, after all, a glass of water that is not eating and not fasting, either."
When it comes to the eve of the Ninth of Ab, Chay- yim feels so light and airy as he never felt before, not because it is time to prepare for the fast by taking a meal, not because he may eat. On the contrary, he feels that if he took anything solid into his mouth, it would not go down, but stick in his throat.
That is, his heart is very sick, and his hands and feet shake ; his body is attracted earthwards, his strength
