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4453911Poems — The old Mill-streamEliza Cook
THE OLD MILL-STREAM.
Beautiful streamlet! how precious to me
Was the green-swarded paradise water'd by thee;
I dream of thee still, as thou wert in my youth,
Thy meanderings haunt me with freshness and truth.

I had heard of full many a river of fame,
With its wide rolling flood, and its classical name;
But the Thames of Old England, the Tiber of Rome,
Could not peer with the mill-streamlet close to my home.

Full well I remember the gravelly spot,
Where I slyly repair'd though I knew I ought not;
Where I stood with my handful of pebbles to make.
That formation of fancy, a duck and a drake.

How severe was the scolding, how heavy the threat,
When my pinafore hung on me dirty and wet;
How heedlessly silent I stood to be told.
Of the danger of drowning, the risk of a cold!

"Now mark!" cried a mother, "the mischief done there.
Is unbearable—go to that stream if you dare!"
But I sped to that stream like a frolicsome colt,
For I knew that her thunder-cloud carried no holt.

Though puzzled with longitude, adverb and noun,
Till my forehead was sunk in a studious frown;
Yet that stream was a Lethe that swept from my soul.
The grammar, the globes, and the tutor's control.

I wonder if still the young anglers begin,
As I did, with willow-wand, packthread, and pin;
When I threw in my line, with expectancy high.
As to perch in my basket, and eels in a pie:

When I watched every bubble that broke on a weed,
Yet found I caught nothing but lily and reed;
Till time and discernment began to instil
The manoeuvres of Walton with infinite skill.

Full soon I discover'd the birch-shadow'd place
That nurtured the trout and the silver-backed dace;
Where the coming of night found me blest and content,
With my patience unworn, and my fishing-rod bent.

How fresh were the flags on the stone-studded ridge,
That rudely supported the narrow oak bridge:
And that bridge, oh! how boldly and safely I ran
On the thin plank that now I should timidly scan.

I traversed it often at fall of the night,
When the clouds of December shut out the moon's light;
A mother might tremble, but I never did;
For my footing was sure, though the pale stars were hid.

When the breath of stern winter had fetter'd the tide,
What joy to career on its feet-warming slide;
With mirth in each eye, and bright health on each cheek,
While the gale in our faces came piercing and bleak.

The snow-flakes fell thick on our wind-roughen'd curls,
But we laugh'd as we shook off the feathery pearls;
And the running, the tripping, the pull and the haul
Had a glorious end in the slip and the sprawl.

Oh! I loved the wild place where the clear ripples flow'd
On their serpentine way o'er the pebble-strew'd road;
Where, mounted on Dobbin, we youngsters would dash;
Both pony and rider enjoying the splash.

How often I tried to teach Pincher the tricks.
Of diving for pebbles and swimming for sticks;
But my doctrines could never induce the loved brute
To consider hydraulics a pleasant pursuit.

Did a forcible argument sometimes prevail,
What a woful expression was seen in his tail;
And, though bitterly vex'd, I was made to agree,
That Dido, the spaniel, swam better than he.

What pleasure it was to spring forth in the sun,
When the school-door was oped, and our lessons were done;
When "Where shall we play!" was the doubt and the call,
And "Down by the mill-stream" was echo'd by all.

When tired of childhood's rude, boisterous pranks,
We pull'd the tall rushes that grew on its banks;
And, busily quiet, we sat ourselves down
To weave the rough basket, or plait the light crown.

I remember the launch of our fairy-built ship,
How we set her white sails, pull'd her anchor atrip;
Till mischievous hands, working hard at the craft,
Turn'd the ship to a boat, and the boat to a raft.

The first of my doggerel breathings was there,—
'Twas the hope of a poet, "An Ode to Despair;"
I won't vouch for its metre, its sense, or its rhyme,
But I know that I then thought it truly sublime.

Beautiful streamlet! I dream of thee still,
Of thy pouring cascade, and the tic-tac-ing mill;
Thou livest in memory, and will not depart,
For thy waters seem blent with the streams of my heart.

Home of my youth! if I go to thee now,
None can remember my voice or my brow;
None can remember the sunny-faced child,
That play'd by the water-mill, joyous and wild.

The aged, who laid their thin hands on my head,
To smooth my dark, shining curls, rest with the dead;
The young, who partook of my sports and my glee,
Can see naught but a wandering stranger in me.

Beautiful streamlet! I sought thee again,
But the changes that mark'd thee awaken'd deep pain;
Desolation had reign'd, thou wert not as of yore—
Home of my Childhood, I'll see thee no more!