Poems (Denver)/The Emigrants' Return

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4524007Poems — The Emigrants' ReturnMary Caroline Denver
THE EMIGRANTS' RETURN.
They had traveled many a weary mile,
And now they stood once more
Beside their old ancestral home,
Their journeyings well nigh o'er:
Then rose each dear, familiar scene,
Before their earnest eyes,
Clad, as they oft had pictured them,
In hues of paradise.

Closely the woodbine clung above
The lowly oaken door,
Like young affection clasping round
The old and feeble poor:
The rose still blushed her life away,
In listening to a dream,
And the sunbeam lay upon the hill,
The shadow on the stream.

The change that maketh food for grief,
And seemeth everywhere,
The autumn to affection's leaf,
Had left no shadow there:
The same spring beauty lingered round,
On each familiar spot;
Man leaves his dwelling place for aye,
But Nature heedeth not.

So thought the weary emigrants,
As, pausing on the hill,
They watched the scene that lay below,
So peaceable and still.
And they wondered if the kindred, left
So many months before,
Still cherished them within their hearts
As warmly as of yore.

A glad voice swelled along the hill,
Ending all thought of pain,
As loved ones hurried forth to greet
The wanderers again.
And soon warm hands were clasping hands,
And hearts ran o'er with joy,
And eyes that lacked an object long,
At length found full employ.

But when they asked for Emily,
Each kindred eye grew dim;
And every heart drooped mournfully,
While filling to the brim;
And suddenly, amidst the group,
A spell was thrown around,
As if the lips had given voice
To some forbidden sound.

"We come, but bring not Emily,"
At length a mourner said;
"Within the far-off wilderness,
Her silent form is laid.
And the dirge that swelled above her grave,
In the hour of our distress,
Still fills the forest with its tone
Of mournful tenderness.

"Yon sweet-brier flings its fragrant breath
Around upon the air;
To us it brings the thought of death,
For once her form was there.
And the low sweet music of her voice,
So gentle, her own
Possessing, e'en from infancy,
A melancholy tone!

"One eye, you may remember well,
The last we ever spent
At this old homestead, ere to seek
Another home we went;
When hearts were full, and eyes were dim,
And tears were on the cheek;
And we felt the utter agony
We would, but could not, speak."

She was the calmest one of all,
And yet the saddest too;
For her cheek was pale, though not a tear
Was in her eye of blue.
And the sweet expression of her face,
So sad, yet so resigned,—
It seemed, though she indeed went forth,
Her spirit stayed behind.

"On to the far-off wilderness
We journeyed day by day,
Yet her voice grew sadder as we went,
And her step less light and gay.
In vain the prairie-flower wooed
Her steps to turn aside;
The waters rolled, she heeded not
The mutterings of their pride.

"At length we rested by the dark
'Interminable wood,'
That, like a ready armèd host,
In serried columns stood.
And we hoped that rest and tenderness
Would free her from her pain,
And from its mournful memories win
Her spirit back again.

"But her cheek grew whiter day by day,
More shadowy her form,
As the doomed lily pines away
When summer-skies are warm.
And still, as paler grew her cheek,
More brightly shone her eye,
Until the sharp conviction came,
That she would shortly die!

Beside the murmuring forest-stream
We laid her down to rest,
And we placed the mould above her there,
And the turf upon her breast.
And we hunted through the shadowy depths
Of the wide, dark wilderness;
In search of pale blue violets,
Our lost one's sleep to bless.

"Of these we wrote her epitaph,
And watered them with tears;
For we buried in that lonely grave
The hoarded love of years.
It was meet that we should greatly grieve
When she, our gentlest one,
Lay in that tranquil wilderness.
To sleep so long alone.

"We come, but bring not Emily!"
She paused awhile, and said,
"Beneath the lofty forest-trees,
Her wasted form we laid.
And daily, since we said farewell,
Our grief has sorer grown;
It seemed less hard to see her die,
Than to leave her there alone."