The Complete Works of Swami Vivekananda/Volume 8/Epistles - Fourth Series/CLII Dhira Mata
To Mrs. Ole Bull
27th December, 1899.
An eventful and happy New Year to you and many such returns!
I am much better in health — able enough to work once more. I have started
work already and have sent to Saradananda some money — Rs. 1,300 already —
as expenses for the law suit. I shall send more, if they need it. I had a
very bad dream this morning and had not any news of Saradananda for three
weeks. Poor boys! How hard I am on them at times. Well, they know, in spite
of all that, I am their best friend.
Mr. Leggett has got a little over £500 I had with Sturdy on account of Raja-Yoga and the Maharaja of Khetri. I have now about a thousand dollars with Mr. Leggett. If I die, kindly send that money to my mother. I wired to the boys three weeks ago that I was perfectly cured. If I don't get any worse, this much health as I have now will do well enough. Do not worry at all on my account; I am up and working with a will.
I am sorry I could not write any more of the stories. I have written some other things and mean to write something almost every day.
I am very much more peaceful and find that the only way to keep my peace is
to teach others. Work is my only safety valve.
I only want some clear business head to take care of the details as I push
onwards and work on. I am afraid it will be a long time to find such in
India, and if there are any, they ought to be educated by somebody from the
Again, I can only work when thrown completely on my own feet. I am at my best when I am alone. Mother seems to arrange so. Joe believes great things are brewing — in Mother's cup; hope it is so.
Joe and Margot have developed into actual prophets, it seems. I can only say, every blow I had in this life, every pang, will only become joyful sacrifice if Mother becomes propitious to India once more.
Miss Greenstidel writes a beautiful letter to me, about you most of it. She
thinks a lot about Turiyananda too. Give Turiyananda my love. I am sure he
will work well. He has the pluck and stamina.
I am going soon to work in California; when I leave I shall send for
Turiyananda and make him work on the Pacific coast. I am sure here is a
great field. The Raja-Yoga book seems to be very well known here. Miss
Greenstidel had found great peace under your roof and is very happy. I am so
glad it is so. May things go a little better with her every day. She has a
good business head and practical sense.
Joe has unearthed a magnetic healing woman. We are both under her treatment. Joe thinks she is pulling me up splendidly. On her has been worked a miracle, she claims. Whether it is magnetic healing, California ozone, or the end of the present spell of bad Karma, I am improving. It is a great thing to be able to walk three miles, even after a heavy dinner.
All love and blessings to Olea. My love to Dr. Janes and other Boston
Ever your son,