The Complete Works of Swami Vivekananda/Volume 9/Excerpts from Sister Nivedita's Book/III Morning Talks At Almora
MORNING TALKS AT ALMORA
TIME: May and June, 1898.
The first morning the talk was that of the central ideals of civilization — in the West, truth; in the East, chastity. He justified Hindu marriage customs as springing from the pursuit of this ideal and from the woman's need of protection, in combination. And he traced out the relation of the whole subject to the philosophy of the Absolute.
Another morning he began by observing that as there were four main castes — Brahmin, Kshatriya, Bâniyâ [Vaishya], Shudra — so there were four great national functions: the religious or priestly, fulfilled by the Hindus; the military, by the Roman Empire; the mercantile, by England today; and the democratic, by America in the future. And here he launched off into a glowing prophetic forecast of how America would yet solve the problems of the Shudra — the problems of freedom and co-operation — and turned to relate to a non-American listener the generosity of the arrangements which that people had attempted to make for their aborigines.
Again it would be an eager résumé of the history of India or of the Moguls, whose greatness never wearied him. Every now and then throughout the summer he would break out into descriptions of Delhi and Agra. Once he described the Taj as "a dimness, and again a dimness, and there — a grave!"
Another time he spoke of Shah Jehan, and then, with a burst of enthusiasm:
"Ah! He was the glory of his line! A feeling for and discrimination of
beauty that are unparalleled in history. And an artist himself! I have seen
a manuscript illuminated by him which is one of the art treasures of India.
What a genius!"
Oftener still, it was Akbar of whom he would tell, almost with tears in his voice and a passion easier to understand, beside that undomed tomb, open to sun and wind — the grave of Secundra at Agra.
But all the more universal forms of human feeling were open to the Master. In one mood he talked of China as if she were the treasure-house of the world, and told us of the thrill with which he saw inscriptions in old Bengali (Kutil?) characters over the doors of Chinese temples.
Few things could be more eloquent of the vagueness of Western ideas
regarding Oriental peoples than the fact that one of his listeners alleged
untruthfulness as a notorious quality of that race. . . . The Swami would
have none of it. Untruthfulness! Social rigidity! What were these, except
very, very relative terms? And as to untruthfulness in particular, could
commercial life or social life or any other form of co-operation go on for a
day if men did not trust men? Untruthfulness as a necessity of etiquette?
And how was that different from the Western idea? Is the Englishman always
glad and always sorry at the proper place? But there is still a difference
of degree? Perhaps — but only of degree!
Or he might wander as far afield as Italy, that "greatest of the countries of Europe — land of religion and of art; alike of imperial organization and of Mazzini; mother of ideas, of culture and of freedom!
One day it was Shivaji and the Mahrattas and the year's wandering as a
Sannyâsin that won him home to Raigarh. "And to this day", said the Swami,
"authority in India dreads the Sannyasin, lest he conceals beneath his
yellow garb another Shivaji".
Often the enquiry "Who and what are the Aryans?" absorbed his attention; and
holding that their origin was complex, he would tell us how in Switzerland
he had felt himself to be in China, so like were the types. He believed too
that the same was true of some parts of Norway. Then there were scraps of
information about countries and physiognomies, an impassioned tale of the
Hungarian scholar who traced the Huns to Tibet, and lies buried in
Darjeeling and so on. . . .
Sometimes the Swami would deal with the rift between Brahmins and Kshatriyas, painting the whole history of India as a struggle between the two and showing that the latter had always embodied the rising, fetter-destroying impulses of the nation. He could give excellent reason too for the faith that was in him that the Kâyasthas of modern Bengal represented the pre-Mauryan Kshatriyas. He would portray the two opposing types of culture: the one, classical, intensive and saturated with an ever-deepening sense of tradition and custom; the other, defiant, impulsive and liberal in its outlook. It was part of a deep-lying law of the historic development that Râma, Krishna and Buddha had all arisen in the kingly, and not in the priestly caste. And in this paradoxical moment Buddhism was reduced to a caste-smashing formula — "a religion invented by the Kshatriyas" as a crushing rejoinder to Brahminism!
That was a great hour indeed when he spoke of Buddha; for, catching a word
that seemed to identify him with its anti—Brahminical spirit, an
uncomprehending listener said, "Why, Swami, I did not know that you were a
"Madam", he said, rounding on her, his whole face aglow with the inspiration of that name, "I am the servant of the servants of the servants of Buddha. Who was there ever like him? — the Lord — who never performed one action for himself — with a heart that embraced the whole world! So full of pity that he — prince and monk — would give his life to save a little goat! So loving that he sacrificed himself to the hunger of a tigress! — to the hospitality of a pariah and blessed him! And he came into my room when I was a boy and I fell at his feet! For I knew it was the Lord Himself!
Many times he spoke of Buddha in this fashion, sometimes at Belur and
sometimes afterwards. And once he told us the story of Ambâpâli, the
beautiful courtesan who feasted him. . . .
National feeling did not have it all its own way. For one morning when the chasm seemed to be widest, there was a long talk on Bhakti — that perfect identity with the Beloved that the devotion of Ray Ramananda, the Bengali nobleman, before Chaitanya so beautifully illustrates:
Four eyes met. There were changes in two souls.
And now I cannot remember whether he is a man
And I a woman, or he a woman and I a man!
All I know is, there were two, Love came, and
there is one!
It was that same morning that he talked of the Babists of Persia, in their
era of martyrdom — of the woman who inspired and the man who worshipped and
worked. And doubtless then he expatiated on that theory of his — somewhat
quaint and surprising to unaccustomed minds, not so much for the matter of
the statement as for the explicitness of the expression — of the greatness
and goodness of the young, who can love without seeking personal expression
for their love, and their high potentiality.
Another day coming at sunrise when the snows could be seen, dawn-lighted, from the garden, it was Shiva and Umâ on whom he dwelt — and that was Shiva up there, the white snow-peaks, and the light that fell upon Him was the Mother of the World! For a thought on which at this time he was dwelling much was that God is the Universe — not within it or outside it and not the universe God or the image of God, but He it, and the All.
Sometimes all through the summer he would sit for hours telling us stories,
those cradle-tales of Hinduism whose function is not at all that of our
nursery fictions, but much more like the man-making myths of the old
Hellenic world. Best of all these I thought was the story of Shuka, and we
looked on the Shiva-mountains and the bleak scenery of Almora the evening we
heard it for the first time. . . .
Shuka was indeed the Swami's saint. He was the type, to him, of that highest
realization to which life and the world are merely play. Long after, we
learned how Shri Ramakrishna had spoken of him in his boyhood as "my Shuka".
And never can I forget the look, as of one gazing far into depths of joy,
with which he once stood and quoted the words of Shiva in praise of the deep
spiritual significance of the Bhagavad-Gitâ and of the greatness of Shuka:
"I know the real meaning of the teachings of the Bhagavad-Gita, and Shuka
knows, and perhaps Vyâsa knows — a little!"
Another day in Almora the Swami talked of the great humanizing lives that had arisen in Bengal, at the long inrolling wash of the first wave of modern consciousness on the ancient shores of Hindu culture. Of Ram Mohan Roy we had already heard from him at Naini Tal. And now of the Pundit Vidyâsâgar he exclaimed, "There is not a man of my age in northern India on whom his shadow has not fallen!" It was a great joy to him to remember that these men and Shri Ramakrishna had all been born within a few miles of each other.
The Swami introduced Vidyasagar to us now as "the hero of widow remarriage and of the abolition of polygamy". But his favourite story about him was of that day when he went home from the Legislative Council, pondering over the question of whether or not to adopt English dress on such occasions. Suddenly someone came up to a fat Mogul who was proceeding homewards in leisurely and pompous fashion in front of him, with the news "Sir, your house is on fire!" The Mogul went neither faster nor slower for this information, and presently the messenger contrived to express a discreet astonishment, whereupon his master turned on him angrily. "Wretch!" he said. "Am I to abandon the gait of my ancestors because a few sticks happen to be burning?" And Vidyasagar, walking behind, determined to stick to the Châdar, Dhoti and sandals, not even adopting coat and slippers.
The picture of Vidyasagar going into retreat for a month for the study of
the Shâstras, when his mother had suggested to him the remarriage of
child-widows, was very forcible. "He came out of his retirement of opinion
that they were not against such remarriage, and he obtained the signatures
of the pundits that they agreed in this opinion. Then the action of certain
native princes led the pundits to abandon their own signatures so that, had
the government not determined to assist the movement, it could not have been
carried — and now", added the Swami, "the difficulty has an economic rather
than a social basis".
We could believe that a man who was able to discredit polygamy by moral
force alone, was "intensely spiritual". And it was wonderful indeed to
realize the Indian indifference to a formal creed when we heard how this
giant was driven by the famine of 1864 — when 140,000 people died of hunger
and disease — to have nothing more to do with God and become entirely
agnostic in thought.
With this man, as one of the educators of Bengal, the Swami coupled the name of David Hare, the old Scotsman and atheist to whom the clergy of Calcutta refused Christian burial. He had died of nursing an old pupil through cholera. So his own boys carried his dead body and buried it in a swamp and made the grave a place of pilgrimage. That place has now become College Square, the educational centre, and his school is now within the university. And to this day Calcutta students make pilgrimage to the tomb.
On this day we took advantage of the natural turn of the conversation to
cross-question the Swami as to the possible influence that Christianity
might have exerted over himself. He was much amused to hear that such a
statement had been hazarded, and told us with much pride of his only contact
with missionary influences, in the person of his old Scotch master, Mr.
Hastie. This hot-headed old man lived on nothing and regarded his room as
his boys' home as much as his own. It was he who had first sent the Swami to
Shri Ramakrishna, and towards the end of his stay in India he used to say,
"Yes, my boy, you were right, you were right! — It is true that all is God!"
"I am proud of him!" cried the Swami. "But I don't think you could say that
he had Christianized me much!" . . .
We heard charming stories too on less serious subjects. There was the
lodging-house in an American city, for instance, where he had had to cook
his own food, and where he would meet in the course of operations "an
actress who ate roast turkey every day, and a husband and wife who lived by
making ghosts". And when the Swami remonstrated with the husband and tried
to persuade him to give up deceiving people, saying, "You ought not to do
this!" the wife would come up behind and say eagerly, "Yes, sir! That's just
what I tell him; for he makes all the ghosts, and Mrs. Williams takes all
He told us also of a young engineer, an educated man, who, at a
spiritualistic gathering, "when the fat Mrs. Williams appeared from behind
the screen as his thin mother, exclaimed, 'Mother dear, how you have grown
in the spirit-world!' "
"At this", said the Swami, "my heart broke, for I thought there could be no
hope for the man". But never at a loss, he told the story of a Russian
painter who was ordered to paint the picture of a peasant's dead father, the
only description given being, "Man! Don't I tell you he had a wart on his
nose?" When at last, therefore, the painter had made a portrait of some
stray peasant and affixed a large wart to the nose, the picture was declared
to be ready, and the son was told to come and see it. He stood in front of
it, greatly overcome, and said, "Father! Father! How changed you are since I
saw you last!" After this, the young engineer would never speak to the Swami
again, which showed at least that he could see the point of a story. But at
this the Hindu monk was genuinely astonished.
In spite of such general interests, however, the inner strife grew high, and
the thought pressed on the mind of one of the older members of our party
that the Master himself needed service and peace. Many times he spoke with
wonder of the torture of life, and who can say how many signs there were of
bitter need? A word or two was spoken — little, but enough — and he, after
many hours, came back and told us that he longed for quiet and would go
alone to the forests and find soothing.
And then, looking up, he saw the young moon shining above us, and he said,
"The Mohammedans think much of the new moon. Let us also, with the new moon,
begin a new life!" And he blessed his daughter with a great blessing so that
she, thinking that her old relationship was broken, nor dreaming that a new
and deeper life was being given to it, knew only that the hour was strange
and passing sweet. . . .
He went. It was Wednesday. And on Saturday he came back. He had been in the
silence of the forests ten hours each day, but on returning to his tent in
the evenings he had been surrounded with so much eager attendance as to
break the mood, and he had fled. Yet he was radiant. He had discovered in
himself the old-time Sannyasin, able to go barefoot and endure heat, cold
and scanty fare, unspoilt by the West. . . .
. . . . . .
And then, as we sat working on Friday morning the telegram came, a day late,
that said: "Goodwin died last night at Ootacamund". Our poor friend had, it
appeared, been one of the first victims of what was to prove an epidemic of
typhoid fever. And it seemed that with his last breath he had spoken of the
Swami and longed for his presence by his side.
On Sunday evening the Swami came home. Through our gate and over the terrace his way brought him, and there we sat and talked with him a moment. He did not know our news, but a great darkness hung over him already, and presently he broke the silence to remind us of that saint who had called the cobra's bite "messenger from the Beloved", one whom he had loved second only to Shri Ramakrishna himself. "I have just", he said, "received a letter that says: 'Pavhari Baba has completed all his sacrifices with the sacrifice of his own body. He has burnt himself in his sacrificial fire'". "Swami!" exclaimed someone from amongst his listeners. "Wasn't that very wrong?"
"How can I tell?" said the Swami, speaking in great agitation. "He was too great a man for me to judge. He knew himself what he was doing."
Very little was said after this, and the party of monks passed on. Not yet
had the other news been broken.
Next morning he came early in a great mood. He had been up, he said
afterwards, since four. And one went out to meet him and told him of Mr.
Goodwin's death. The blow fell quietly. Some days later he refused to stay
in the place where he had received it, and complained of the weakness that
brought the image of his most faithful disciple constantly into his mind. It
was no more manly, he protested, to be thus ridden by one's memory than to
retain the characteristics of the fish or the dog. Man must conquer this
illusion and know that the dead are here beside us and with us as much as
ever. It is their absence and separation that are a myth. And then he would
break out again with some bitter utterance against the folly of imagining
Personal Will to guide the universe. "As if", he exclaimed, "it would not be
one's right and duty to fight such a God and slay Him for killing Goodwin!
And Goodwin, if he had lived, could have done so much!" And in India one was
free to recognize this as the most religious, because the most unflinchingly
truthful, mood of all!
And while I speak of this utterance, I may perhaps put beside it another that I heard a year later, spoken out of the same fierce wonder at the dreams with which we comfort ourselves. "Why!" he said then. "Every petty magistrate and officer is allowed his period of retirement and rest. Only God, the Eternal Magistrate, must sit judging forever and never go free!"
But in these first hours the Swami was calm about his loss, and sat down and
chatted quietly with us. He was full that morning of Bhakti passing into
asceticism, the divine passion that carries the soul on its high tides far
out of reach of persons, yet leaves it again struggling to avoid those sweet
snares of personality.
What he said that morning of renunciation proved a hard gospel to one of
those who listened, and when he came again she put it to him as her
conviction that to love without attachment involved no pain, and was in
He turned on her with a sudden solemnity. "What is this idea of Bhakti without renunciation?" he said. "It is most pernicious!" And standing there for an hour or more, he talked of the awful self-discipline that one must impose on oneself if one would indeed be unattached, of the requisite nakedness of selfish motives, and of the danger that at any moment the most flower-like soul might have its petals soiled with the grosser stains of life. He told the story of an Indian nun who was asked when a man could be certain of safety on this road, and who sent back for answer a little plate of ashes. For the fight against passion was long and fierce, and at any moment the conqueror might become the conquered. . . .
. . . Weeks afterwards in Kashmir, when he was again talking in some kindred fashion, one of us ventured to ask him if the feeling he thus roused were not that worship of pain that Europe abhors as morbid.
"Is the worship of pleasure, then, so noble?" was his immediate answer. "But indeed", he added after a pause, "we worship neither pain nor pleasure. We seek through either to come at that which transcends them both".
This Thursday morning there was a talk on Krishna. It was characteristic of the Swami's mind, and characteristic also of the Hindu culture from which he had sprung, that he could lend himself to the enjoyment and portrayal of an idea one day that the next would see submitted to a pitiless analysis and left slain upon the field. He was a sharer to the full in the belief of his people that, provided an idea was spiritually true and consistent, it mattered very little about its objective actuality. And this mode of thought had first been suggested to him in his boyhood by his own master. He had mentioned some doubt as to the authenticity of a certain religious history. "What!" said Shri Ramakrishna. "Do you not then think that those who could conceive such ideas must have been the thing itself?"
The existence of Krishna, then, like that of Christ, he often told us "in
the general way" he doubted. Buddha and Mohammed alone amongst religious
teachers had been fortunate enough to have "enemies as well as friends", so
that their historical careers were beyond dispute. As for Krishna, he was
the most shadowy of all. A poet, a cowherd, a great ruler, a warrior and a
sage had all perhaps been merged in one beautiful figure holding the Gitâ in
But today Krishna was "the most perfect of the Avatâras". And a wonderful
picture followed of the charioteer who reined in his horses while he
surveyed the field of battle and in one brief glance noted the disposition
of the forces, at the same moment that he commenced to utter to his royal
pupil the deep spiritual truths of the Gita.
And indeed as we went through the countrysides of northern India this
summer, we had many chances of noting how deep this Krishna myth had set its
mark upon the people. The songs that dancers chanted as they danced in the
roadside hamlets were all of Râdhâ and Krishna. And the Swami was fond of a
statement, as to which we, of course, could have no opinion, that the
Krishna-worshippers of India had exhausted the possibilities of the romantic
motive in lyric poetry. . . .
But throughout these days the Swami was fretting to be away and alone. The place where he had heard of Mr. Goodwin's loss was intolerable to him, and letters to be written and received constantly renewed the wound. He said one day that Shri Ramakrishna, while seeming to be all Bhakti, was really within all Jnana; but he himself, apparently all Jnana, was full of Bhakti, and that thereby he was apt to be as weak as any woman.
One day he carried off a few faulty lines of someone's writing and brought back a little poem, which was sent to the widowed mother as his memorial of her son. . . . [Vide "Requiescat in Pace", Complete Works, IV]
And then, because there was nothing left of the original and he feared that
she who was corrected (because her lines had been "in three metres") might
be hurt, he expatiated, long and earnestly upon the theme, that it was so
much greater to feel poetically than merely to string syllables together in
rhyme and metre.*
He might be very severe on a sympathy or an opinion that seemed in his eyes
sentimental or false. But an effort that failed found always in the Master
its warmest advocate and tenderest defence.
And how happy was that acknowledgment of the bereaved mother to him when in the midst of her sorrow she wrote and thanked him for the character of his influence over the son who had died so far away!
It was our last afternoon at Almora that we heard the story of the fatal illness of Shri Ramakrishna. Dr. Mahendra Lal Sarkar had been called in and had pronounced the disease to be cancer of the throat, leaving the young disciples with many warnings as to its infectious nature. Half an hour later "Naren", as he then was, came in and found them huddled together discussing the dangers of the case. He listened to what they had been told and then, looking down, saw at his feet the cup of gruel that had been partly taken by Shri Ramakrishna and which must have contained in it the germs of the fatal discharges of mucus and pus, as it came out in his baffled attempts to swallow the thing on account of the stricture of the food-passage in the throat. He picked it up and drank from it before them all. Never was the infection of cancer mentioned amongst the disciples again.