The Complete Works of Swami Vivekananda/Volume 9/Letters - Fifth Series/XIII Mother
XIII
To Mrs. G. W. Hale
DETROIT
16 March 1894
DEAR MOTHER,
Since my last, there has been nothing of interest here. Except that Mr.
Palmer is a very hearty, jolly, good old man and very rich. He has been
uniformly kind to me. Tomorrow I go back to Mrs. Bagley's because I am
afraid she is rather uneasy at my long stay here. I am shrewd enough to know
that in every country in general, and America in particular, "she" is the
real operator at the nose string.
I am going to lecture here on Monday[6]* and in two places near the town on
Tuesday and Wednesday.[7]* I do not remember the lady you refer me to,[8]*
and she is in Lynn; what is Lynn, where on the globe its position is — I do
not know.[9]* I want to go to Boston. What good would it do me by stopping
at Lynn? Kindly give me a more particular idea. Nor could I read the name of
the lady at whose house you say I met the lady. However, I am in no way very
anxious. I am taking life very easy in my natural way. I have no particular
wish to go anywhere, Boston or no Boston. I am just in a nice come-what-may
mood. Something should turn up, bad or good. I have enough now to pay my
passage back and a little sight-seeing to boot. As to my plans of work, I am
fully convinced that at the rate it is progressing I will have to come back
four or five times to put it in any shape.
As to informing others and doing good that way, I have failed to persuade
myself that I have really anything to convey to the world. So I am very
happy just now and quite at my ease. With almost nobody in this vast house
and a cigar between my lips, I am dreaming just now and philosophising upon
that work fever which was upon me. It is all nonsense. I am nothing, the
world is nothing, the Lord alone is the only worker. We are simply tools in
His hands etc., etc., etc. Have you got the Alaska information? If so,
kindly send it to me c/o Mrs. Bagley.
Are you coming to the East this summer? With eternal gratitude and love,
Your son,
VIVEKANANDA.