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Index to Autobiography.
- low-class fairie period, 157
- Mulberry Street, 99
- Fear of slums, 146, 176
- Fellatio, at age of twelve, 39
- defence of, 90, 106 ff.
- defined, 89, 90, 92
- early opinions of, 42
- in infancy, 30 ff.
- in early youth, 39
- its genesis, 15, 29
- not a sin, 106 ff.
- not rare, 92
- obsession declines, 230
- prescribed by physician, 81, 105
- Female and infant impersonation
- natural, 19, 209
- Female brain in male body, 19, 246
- Female impersonation, 10, 19, 31, 36, 62, 64, 85, 98, 111, 118, 119, 120, 143, 156, 191, 202, 225, 237
- Female-impersonation sprees, 62 ff., 71, 77 ff, 85, 101 ff., 111, 122, 128, 133, 147 ff., 151 ff., 154 ff, 157, 167 ff., 178 ff., 180 ff., 191 ff., 201 ff., 225
- Feminine apparel, yearning for, 36, 103
- stamp on author, 10–12, 13, 36–38, 248–250
- Femininity, sensitiveness 37, 48
- Fetishes, 49, 50, 206
- First catch, 72
- encounter with Mars, 111
- full knowledge, 57
- half of open career ends, 188
- knowledge of N. Y. professionals, 78
- knowledge of other adult inverts, 53
- nocturnal ramble, 61
- reading about inverts, 70
- robbery and assault, 65
- self knowledge, 46
- Flirtations of boyhood, 36, 37, 43
- Forced into breeches, 35
- Fort X, debut at, 191
- Fort Y, debut at, 202
- Fort Z men cultivated, 225 ff.
- Fourteenth Street period, 122 ff.
- Frequency of fairie-ism, 151
- of passive inversion, 2, 34
- Freshman year, 47 ff.
G
- Gethsemane, author's, 46
- Girlboy playmates, 32
- Glimpses into Hell’s Kitchen, 62, 167
- Gonorrhea, 126, 190
- Grapes conduce syphilis, 234
- Gynander, 28
H
- Hair system of author, 11, 13, 124, 125, 199
- Half murdered, 228
- Haunted by sensual images, 59
- Hecatontandry, 193
- Hell’s Kitchen, glimpses into, 62 ff., 167
- Hermaphrodism, types of, 8, 10, 33, 70
- Hermaphroditos, 5
- High-class fairieship, 122 ff.
- How marriage bond was cemented, 83
- Hyperæsthesia, author’s, 94
I
- Incognito adventures inevitable, 137
- In college gymnasium, 103
- Infant fairie, 30 ff.
- Infantilism, psychical (See Babyishness)
- Innocent in red-light district, 66
- Instinct proven irresistible, 105, 174, 175
- Inter femora defined, 95
- In the lair of a strumpet, 102
- In the slums in my best, 101
